so live like you mean it;

feels like tonight

2008-08-16T21:01:00.004+08:00

Hell yea it's been a fun ride, luv bloggie!

I've moved to loveparaded@xanga(clickable!) just in case you haven't already found out (:
I'll be leaving this blog open cos I know someday...
I'll be back :)

that's sweet

2008-08-16T00:30:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HADRIAN RO KIAN WEE!
yeh I chose that picture mainly because I'm taller than you :)
Haha, no I'm just kidding. It's unfortunately...the only picture I have with you O:
Unless you'd like me to use the pic of you with Zanita *wiggles eyebrows*
So yes, you've been a great friend and it's been fun knowing you. We've had funfun in Macritchie, aye! Million dollar smile $$ :) and that crazy waving incident...I couldn't stop laughing!
So you're pretty much a sunshine spark even though you can be quite the /wrist emo kid sometimes. So take life easy and good luck for your O's!
HOPE YOU GET INTO ACS IB ;D
then you can still be
adrian(h+1) with your partner!
GOGOGOGO

Where's my own piece of blue green sky?

2008-08-14T18:43:00.004+08:00

Find Me Here
Speak To Me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me
To the place
where I find peace, again.

This is my 99th post. So once I hit 101, I will be moving to xanga.
Will post the url soon :)

zann♥

BUDDY!♥

Jolene♥

Gina♥

Yunhui♥

Wenqi♥

K doesn't mean your pics aren't here means I don't luv you. More like I'm just too lazy to edit pics :) Hehe.
So....pic of the day:

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HAH, CAUGHT YOU THERE DIDN'T I :)

What is love?

2008-08-13T21:50:00.002+08:00

There's a place that I go
Where nobody knows
Where the rivers flow
And I call it home
And there's no more lies
And darkness is light
And nobody cries
There's only butterflies

I have no idea what to type in this box even though I've got a million feelings I'd really like to express right now and a gabillion thoughts racing through my mind but I have absolutely no idea how to pen these thoughts down and transform them into words.

So I'll just write down stuff as it comes along and pops itself into my mind. We'll see at the end if they all fit together, just like a puzzle.

I miss SG. Is that surprising?

I really really really really really ^ the infinite power of sunshines and daisies strung together on a vine want to talk to you. Now now now. Go figure

I need to lose fucking 5 kg. And I am going to make it even if I have to starve myself to get there. MUST GET TO 48KG. (Yea, I changed my previous target of 50 cos I decided..I'd still be a tad too fat)

I want/need to runaway to a place where only I know to just lie down and gaze at the sky and breathe. Talk lavender fields, somewhere in Venice where I can float down the river and maybe sink along with the already sinking country. Woohoo. Then again, Macritchie would totally cut it as the perfect place.

I'm sick and tired of being the nice person everyone has expectations for. Everyone comes running to me when they have problems and all that shit but now that I look back, I wonder when's the last time I actually told someone everything I was feeling. Hmm.... yea. That never happened.

I am going to get killed by my PP supervisor on the first day of school when he checks my PP process journal.

My health check up is this Friday...Or hopefully it is since I didn't book an appointment last time and I'm hoping it can be this friday since Raycho li is going down at that same time as well.

I want flowers.

I cannot stand how people don't get the freakin message that some things are just not meant to be. And I'm starting to get very annoyed. So prior to this, I was kind of on the verge of poofing into little magnolias but if you continue to annoy me some more, I will just punch you in your darn balls and you'll get so crushed, you'd just fall down on your knees.

I am going to suffocate when school starts in 12 days because that means I'm going to see the homework pile up in front of my face, literally since I can't use my tablet there and everything's on freakin paper. Why can't the world be more environmentally friendly?! Yadda yadda, says the person who leaves her tablet on standby almost every night. Well scratch that since I was told not to do that anymore. Like that mattered to you.

BAZOOKA, k I think I'm really going insane.

I have a sudden urge to jump into icy cold water and hold my breath for as long as I can and then come up to shore to gasp for breath.

I wonder what happened to the good old days when I'd fold one straw heart everyday.

That seems to be the cheese doesn't it. What happened?
What happened to this
What happened to that
Whatever happened to, ~~Mary Jane~~ ASHLEY LEE

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There you go, just a teeny fraction of the thoughts bouncing around in my head at the moment. Did that make any sense to you?
Nope. Guess why?
IT'S MY LIFE. hahahaha
*inserts Bon Jovi song playing on in the background*
That was just totally corny and weird and stupid and oh so totally, Ashley :)
So that's me for you.
Do we have a mutual understanding?

too many broken hearts in the world

2008-08-12T21:20:00.001+08:00

Take me back, but take it easy
Make me think but don’t deceive me
Talk to me by taking your time

Saturday:
Woke up at like 6.45 and left the house at around 7.30. Was supposed to meet Jolene at Vivo at 8 but I kinda reached at 8.30 because I didn't realise that the damn bus ride would take like 1 hour?! Yea, met her. Walked to Seah Im Food centre and we had breakfast there :)
Gina texted and we decided to wait for her cos she didn't know how to get to Sentosa. So we went to the roof of Vivo and took pictures at the pool area :)
Then walked around Vivo, got eyeliner and some presents for people...
Went to sentosa :D
Well we had to walk to the bus interchange first. The queue was insanely long but we..lived through it :D Hahah. When we were waiting for the bus, there was this weird guy staring at all of us. Then...we all burst out laughing. Miak miak. :D I think he realised that we found out he was staring at us cos then...he stopped looking xD
Reached Sentosa, went to Palawan and sat down at one of the cafes seat thingys. But we had to buy something so yea....We got 2 smoothies :) It was quite yummy.
So we tanned.
and tanned
and tanned
and tanned
and got burnt :)
We played in the sea too!!! Miak
Talk stuffing seaweed in each other's shorts and what nots. Woohoo, aren't you jealous?
Jolene had to leave at 3 ):
Then we tanned for a bit more and Yunhui and Wenqi came! :)
Wenqi lost her wallet though ):
Played more, and Yunhui couldn't play in the water cos she didn't bring extra change! How smart..
So we played, then we went to shower. I swear Sentosa should totally invest in mirrors in the toilets because it's annoying how there are such selfish people who hog the whole mirror and stuff their fat faces in front of it to apply eyeliner and all that jazz. Seriously, make up in a beach?! Get a life. It's gonna get washed off man. Rawr.
Walked across the bridge, took pictures. Then byebye time. :(
Took the tram to Siloso to meet family. Had dinner at Trapizza and the food was awesome. Go check it out hahaa. So that was Saturday.

K Pictures from Sentosa :)

Leaving the house.

Bad hair day..

Kisses~~

Jolene so sess

Punch you

We're too cool for you

:)

I have no idea what she's doing

hearts

face is screwed but I like the blue sky :D

Pink toes are rachel lee's
Light blue toes are Jolene's
Dark blue toes are....go figure

Piggyback

Wah so sess <>

I like these shots, don't ask

Muahs~

See jo's boobs sticking out

Hug

Hahaha

Emo

Luv Gina(:

on the bridge

Wenqi is so cute!
Yunhui looks so happy
Gina has a qiao ass
and Raycho li...i dunno O:

Nice face eh?

I LIKE THESE SHOTS!!!

last one :D

Yay :)

Emo

Stuff i picked up at the beach..

Red sun :)

Airport

K YAY I'M DONE AGAIN. WOOHOOO~~~~~

maybe redemption has stories to tell

2008-08-12T17:23:00.007+08:00

Sick of playing all of these games;

I'm sick again. Is that news?

I've been sleeping so much cos of my damn headache. It's burning so bad and I feel like just punching my head and getting rid of it.

On a lighter note, being sick makes you eat less. Lose weight :D

Yea I'm weird I know..

So anyway, I have pictures. Not because I found my phone cable and neither did my brother but I used the infrared thingy. No I couldn't use bluetooth because my tablet isn't bluetooth enabled! ):
So here you go:
Lunch with Peter, Jolene, Yunhui

on the way home

Poking at the remains of all our food which includes:
Grass Jelly
Chilli
Lime
Chicken skin (._.)

Mixing..

Mixing...

Still mixing..

JOLENE: "OMG THIS IS SO FUN!!!"

Decorating

Done! or at least for now

O:

Nearly there!

Hehe, why does Yunhui look so happy? *wiggles eyebrows* Who's she texting? :)

Why so shy? (;

I'm taller

Prior to taking this picture, Yunhui was talking about how she'd be taller than me. After taking the picture, she saw the height difference and was so shocked! O: Hawhaw Yunhui, don't try to be taller than me :)

I like this pic.

I like this picture!

HAHAHHAHA, LOOK AT THE WOMAN IN THE BACKGROUND! She's like WTF?!

Pokes

My legs are longer than Jolene's :D

Go figure :)

Macritchie bus stop

Yunhui's hand! Hahah, I think it's cool

Okay, sentosa pictures another day :)
I can't be bothered to post all of them today, woohoo.

the end of the railway track

2008-08-11T22:05:00.003+08:00

For all you people who don't know yet:

I'm back in the 852.

Go figure.

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I kinda lost my phone cable so I won't be posting until I get the cable from my brother who might have lost his too. So if that happens....Hmm I don't know.

I might be moving to xanga soon.

Tag replies:

GINA :D :LOL
Bran: Yup.
LIXUAN: hahaha, overded alr
klare: USE FF!
clara: AHAHAHAH YEAH! MUST. LOVERS IN ACS I WOOHOOO
JOLENE: why so fat jojo? :D heh, jk. sexysexy
LIXUAN: hahahahah!! you croaked too!!! CROAAKKK
klare: MEOWS.
JOLENE: i dont love you :)
LIXUAN: i'm the coolest frog :)
nisa: LUV YOU TOO!
klare: yes hi i know you like my tagboard :)))
JOLENE: AHAHA, DONT DENY IT
LIXUAN: poop!
jean: FIGURING OUT :)) linked!
klare: helloo
JOLENE: YOU'RE POOP. I'M NOT
nisa: I DID!!!!!
POSSUM: NO PROBLEM :)
JOLENE: got me what. HAHAHAH :)
clare: it's okay!!! :)
amanda: it's okay!! luv buttons!
Charmaine: WON'T MISS YOU. HHAHA, JK! chicken backsides!!
klare: omg i'm replying so many of your tags ._.
amanda: AWESOME POSSUM!! ~ :)
JOLENE: miss you too!! :)

YAY DONE

throwing this life away

2008-08-08T16:46:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIVEN KEEVEN POSSUM! :)

Hahha, don't be so fat!! Skive school just to learn how to play the guitar! And hurry up and finish learning how to play that chord! :D stupidz possum. Okay I'm too lazy to type more. HAHA, k bye.

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Lunch with Peter, Jolene and Yunhui :)
Spent about 2 hours at Longhouse...poking and prying at the remains of our food....
Will do a post about this soon :) And that includes images! Then you'll see...aspiring chefs of the future ^^
BS. hahaha

Sitting down at Macritchie is just so....calming. It's just an unexplainable feeling where you feel peaceful and at ease with everything. All your problems and doubt and fear vanish suddenly and you just feel like...yourself.

This is such a messy and disorganized post.
To top it all off, here's an even more random statement. :)

SENTOSA TMR. WOOHOOOOOO

K done.

So look into the magic mirror and tell me what you see

2008-08-06T23:08:00.002+08:00

Let me live;
Let me breathe;
Let my fly;
Across blue skies

5\ No negotiations

Quiz from http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

This is almost 100% true. Oh wow.

Look at that girl

2008-08-05T21:32:00.002+08:00

Look how she flies
Flies among the stars

I am currently in love with 阮經天!
Well not like love love, but it's a teen crush kinda thang you know (;

lalalalalalalalalala

i have nothing to post about so wtv

P.S.

THIS IS MY 92ND POST. YAYYYYYYYYYYYY
I'M GOING TO REACH 100 SOON. WOOHOO

7

2008-08-04T21:16:00.002+08:00

Today's training was the ultimate bomb. I don't think I've been that happy paddling for such a long time :)

K1 BABY

in yo face. Hahahah, so many people were jealous ;) And I got to sit in my wonderful love/heart/baby purple K1! Hahah, long time no paddle, buddy. Since like...sec 1?
Enough digressing.
Taking the K1 was sooo much fun, you wouldn't believe it. Even though I was ~~kinda~~ OUT OF MY WITS scared, I managed to paddle a few rounds without capsizing!
But the capsizing came later when I saw Jean beckoning me to go back to shore to take a T2 with her. Cos Art came and I had to pass her my loverly K1 ): Oh well. Back to the point.
In the midst of getting out of the boat, I kinda slipped and fell out of the boat. Of course, the splash was accompanied with quite an ear-piercing scream. :)
Switched to the OH-SO-HEAVY T2 with Jean and it was quite annoying having to lug the groaningly heavy boat for such a long distance ): (well it wasn't very long per say but....hehe)
I shall now list out the pros and cons of paddling in a T2:

Pros:

You have a partner

Cons:

It's ridiculously heavy to carry
It's hard to paddle straight when the wind is blowing
It's annoying because you have to use so much more energy paddling as compared to paddling in a K boat
YOU CAN'T CAPSIZE COS IT'S BLOODY EMBARASSING

See how many more cons there are than pros? You get my drift.
So after struggling to paddle straight to the 500m mark which we unfortunately FAILED miserably in, we decided to sit at the pontoon when we reached!
Jeany Beany took out her right contact lens cos she said it kinda hurt...So she went blind in one eye! And we had quite a lot of fun...tearing apart the contacts, dumping it into the water, watching it float around....(:
Sat there for about 10 minutes, staring up into the sky, looking at the ACS boats finish their 10km time trial, waited for Jean's friend Victor Sek(sp?!) to come by so she could borrow his water bag, dancing on the pontoon, laughed at the ACS boats :) We had fun.
Pity we didn't have a camera though...It would've been really fun, taking pictures out there, camwhoring and all that but no! No camera! No more
MY KODAK MOMENT! ):
So yeah, after stoning there, we decided to paddle pack to shore where we asked coach if we could take a K2 for just a leetle while. And very awesomely, coach agreed! *insertsashleyandjeanjumpingupanddown*
Unfortunately, we kinda capsized after I got into the boat cos....the seating adjustments weren't right. Heh.
So after all the emptying and blah, we started paddling. WOOHOO, and...

YOU GUESSED IT, WE CAPSIZED :)

On a brighter note, it wasn't in a T2 so it wasn't that bad :D
Loverly Joyce/Yunhui came over to rescue us. Kisses(K) Went back to shore, returned their boat, :( and went up to get water.
asdf
i'm too lazy to type out the rest.
BYE SUCKERS :) Heh, luvchooz all.

One last shot for saving my soul;
Gone
No more words

Help me to fly

2008-08-03T17:26:00.003+08:00

Tell me all of the lies
Make me believe it
I can't breath anymore
And the silence makes me deaf
Just dark walls and no light
Everything here is without me

D: Do you realise you're going home in about a week?
A: yea
D: Are you getting ready?
A: yea
D: Don't have a hangover when you come back
A: yea, okay
D: You need to let go of things over there, bit by bit
A: yea

You tell me what to do. Do I even have a say in this? Nope. Was I ever given a decision? Nope. The only thing I get from you are expectations and responsibilities and more expectations and responsibilities and expectations and responsibilities.

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On a lighter note
There was the church fair today :)
Got there at about 9.40
Saw some people
Found Peter after like gazillion years
Stoned
Bought bubble tea
Looked for Peter
Stoned
Went off to look for Jolene and Lixuan and Stacey
Waited
Saw Jolene
Waited
Saw Lixuan
Waited
Waited
Went to church first to get seats
Got a corridor seat
Lixuan and Stacey came along
We had mass
I nearly fell asleep (yea I'm a bad Catholic, I know)
Printed hands on the 50m banner
Walked around the church fair
Got Lor Mee and Fried wontons
Found a table
Sat down
Got a drink
Ate/drank
Bought icecream+brownies
Ate more
Walked around

So that was my day. Pics when I get them.

you're not going to see me anymore;
does it affect you the way it affects me?

& the same sad song repeats itself over and over again

2008-08-02T19:05:00.005+08:00

Maybe loneliness exists only in our hearts;
It might not be the real distance between us.

More pictures :)

:D

I need you

L-R: Joel Yap, Hadrian, Brandon, Rachel Lee, Zanita(squished!), Me

eyebags alert!!! *ringringring*

Blurred out my face cos I thought I looked like shit. Zanita is so cute!

Sunshines!

I can still See you;Hear you;Breathe you

can you handle us the way you are ;)

lovers in ~~paris~~ ACS I!!!!!

Say hello to Hadrian the reetart!

Don't tell me I look like shit. I KNOW. And I can see my tanline there too (-_-) hurhur, I see Davin in the background. Hurhur, Hadrian :D *evil grin*

YAOZ SUP, WE COOLER THAN YOU YO

musicale

2008-08-02T10:44:00.008+08:00

Do you know where your heart is?
Do you think you can find it?
Or did you trade it for something
Somewhere better just to have it?

Do you know where your love is?
Do you think that you lost it?
You felt it so strong, but
Nothing's turned out how you wanted

Had fuuunnnn at the ACS F.O.A Choir Night last night :)
Met Zan at the bus stop at around 7 and we decided we couldn't be bothered to wait for two pangsais to accompany us in so we went in ourselves. :D
Rachel Lee's the only dumdum who hasn't been inside ACS before. (well among the three of us)
And so, she was quite the noob when we were navigating around :3! Heh, just kidding.
Walked around. Went to the washroom. I SWEAR THE WASHROOMS IN THERE ARE WAAAAYYY NICE! Okay yea ._.
Waited at the fish pond for them.
Rachel called Brandon
The call went something like this

R: Where are you?!
B: On my way
R: We're at the fish pond waiting
B: Which fish pond?!
R: HOW MANY FISH PONDS ARE THERE?!?!?!

LOL. Well at least I found that funny.
I was kinda hungry so I was badgering Brandon to bring food from wherever he was coming from O.O (yea I know I'm a phatty)
Then pangsai came along after a million lightyears (I know it's used in the wrong context but hey, it sounds cooler than you!) and we went to the *someauditorium* to go wait for Hadrian Ro the poopiepants. We saw Clara and Sarah! :D
And well, we were waiting and someone told us we had to go in cos if not, we wouldn't be allowed entry until the intermission. We were all sad and gloomy until that super fat cat turned up and we rushed in O:
The choir was really good. Just that I really didn't get some of the songs.... But it was quite good :)
Then there was the intermission! We went out and I got food! Well yea, Brandon bought cookies for me but I felt like eating...more food. HEY REAL GIRLS EAT! BS. yuhh >:(
Ate the fried rice thing which was actually quite nice but I accidentally bit into the red chilli and the minute I did that...my mouth went on fire and I'm quite positive by face changed colour too. ._.
Went in. Hadrian and Brandon are fat pigs.
Sorry to Sarah and Clara! You guys could have sat with us. O: Blame it on Brandon and Hadrian. They decided to be mean buttocks and sit with their BOYPALZXZ. O:
Heh. The rest of the concert was really nice :D I kinda liked the dance. And the choir was awesome possum! Okay. After it ended, we waited for Joel Yap (well more of rachel and zan) and then they took pictures :D
Hadrian is a nehnehpok. (HUR ZAN)
He didn't wanna take a picture with me just because I was taller than him ^^ *smirks*
I got the picture in the end.
Anyway, thanks to Brandon poop for the tickets :)

Pictures now :D

MeHeartsZan #1

MeHeartsZan #2

Zan's sexy legs. For H :D

I like this picture

Clara!!!! (((:

Sarah!!!!! (((:

HEHEHE

Okay. The rest of the pictures when I actually get them from Brandon O: More random pictures: Presenting to you the:

SQUARE WATERMELON!!!! omg, I swear these are the cutest things ever :D And my sister was so excited about this...She decided to...

TAKE A PICTURE WITH IT!!!! Haha, so cute.

The price of the oh-so-cute SQUARE watermelon.
Sexy watermelon, sexy price too...

Some neighbour's house...

Sun. Shine

I know it's kinda screwed. I WANT MY CAMERA. RAWRR

Inside the house.

Okay. Tag replies now! :0)

Jolene: You do need finer exercise! NEH
klare: HAHAH, YAY. Damn nice right. I chose the colours.. ;D good taste...:)
GINA:D : haha, love you too! :)
amanda: YES YES!<33
Cherie: omg you're so weird o.o It's so weird that you're so weird. And this replied tag is just weird beyond weird... O:
JOLENE: SAW YOU TOO :) and no I didn't look uber sexy -.- AND YESYES YOU'LL BE GOING ;D
GINA:D : hahah, never mind lah. he doesn't even know my name, so how to find my blog?! :D Love chooz too!!
amanda: BUTTONS <3 haha its okay. I got the pictures from facebook anyway (:
Charmaine: LOVE YOU TOO :D hehehe
LIXUAN: totally....i rock more :D
JOLENE: huh?
klare: OMG SO LAME! ._. and of course you should be hardworking. Just to tag me :3 :3
t: HEHE
JOLENE: haha, ((((: yep!
jean: HURHUR, HRMS JEAN. :D hehehe, Posted them :)
Cherie: I know! like omgosh, it was OH!!! *HORRORS* so bimbotic! (hahahahaahahahaahhaah imagine me saying this in a bimbo way)
amanda: THANKS BUTTONS <3 A LOT (: and I'm really sorry you fell even more sick ): hope you're better now! and yes its possum! :3
klare: HAHAHA, USE IE!!! :D
WENQI: YOYOYOYO, AWESOME POSSUM. Obviously, I'm more awesome :D
CLARA! : YEA IT WAS FUN!!! Cute huh?!?!?! o.o

OMG I'M FINALLY DONE! I just realised I haven't replied tags in a longggg time :O
Okay yay :D

tangled up in pure confusion

2008-08-01T11:56:00.004+08:00

The tragedy starts from the very first spark
Losing your mind for the sake of your heart
- catchingthestars@xanga
RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
七色の明日 ~Brand New Beat~ -Boa
I barely even listen to this song.

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
She will be loved- Maroon 5
OOH, so everyone loves me? :D JK

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
The music of the night- Michael Crawford
Okay..

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Dreams Collide-Colbie Caillat
Totally

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Collide
So I'm a mean bitch who collides into everyone ._.

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Sexy Love- Ne-yo
HAHA, HELL YEA :D

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Rhythm of the rain-Melee
What..

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Bye Bye-Mariah Carey
O: that's quite true, or maybe very true

WHAT IS 2+2?
Thunder-Boys Like Girls
!??!!

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST MATE?
Multiple-Jamie Liddell
So does that mean I have many best mates? o.O

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Sexy Movimiento-Wisin Y Yandel
So sexy ;D

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Turn it up-Paris Hilton
MEHH

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
I'm not missing you-Stacie Orrico
This is getting weirder by the moment

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Such great heights-The Postal Service
nope, not really. no heights. more like. underground. haha

DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Love Song-方大同
hahah, maybe

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Prayer-Boa
The name kinda fits it but the music is just waaay wrong

WHAT WAS YOUR INTEREST AND HOBBIES?
Sympathy-Goo Goo Dolls
So I sympathize with people?

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
到不了 by I have no idea
...haha

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Tonight I wanna cry-Keith Urban
hmm..

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
The Outside-Taylor Swift

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I hate it how old aunties at the market use their ages to their advantages.
Some stupid old lady knocked down the damn load of persimmons and made me look as though I was the guilty culprit who knocked them down. And since she stared at me with some stupid accusing look, guess who was the one who had to pick up the damn mess she made on the floor.
ME.
Like seriously, go screw around in someone else's life like another auntie in your little wonderful auntie society of yours. I'm not your freakin maid.
>:(
rawr. I hate unreasonable people.

edit
I just watched this video on Youtube.

It's...touching. Very touching. Losing someone you've held dear to your heart, no matter the length of time is an impossibly hard ordeal which will take ages to overcome and get over, but there are instances too which you possibly might not be able to forget and just move on. It's an incredibly painful experience which I wish I didn't have to go through. But at least, I know there are people like me? Haha.
Anyway, cheer up NatO
Lovelove you. Maddie will be watching you from Heaven. (:

2008-07-31T23:40:00.003+08:00

Just give me something to believe in

Something, anything

I just need that glimmer of hope

Tiny as it may be, just let me believe

priceless

2008-07-31T22:17:00.003+08:00

Is it you
Or is it really just me?

Went running today during training.
Thanks to buttons who accompanied me while running even though she was sick!
♥ you mucho buttons (;
zipperlovesbuttons forever!
well, I didn't run very much per say, but hey. I ran about 2+ km without stopping after going through like, more than 6 months without running even like, 500m? So yea, I am pretty pleased with myself.
I saw Peter bald, along with many other SJI canoeists!! O:
Scenario #1

Me:*walks forward, looking down at the floor*
Peter: Hello Ashley
Me: *looks up* SCREAAAAAM!

You pretty much get what happened ;)

Another funny thing which happened today
Scenario #2

Me: I LOVE YOU (to yiping)
Coach: You didn't have to er, include the last line
Me: It's a girl thing coach!!!
Coach: Ohh.....

Fine, I'm retarded. LAUGH AT MY IMPERFECTION, FRIENDS =3=
burnburnburn

I really think it's quite amazing how people are willing to part with their hair for charity. I wouldn't say I would never ever do it for a million dollars but definitely, I wouldn't be able to give up my hair readily just for charity.
During the recent Hair for Hope event at *insertschool*, I think I was quite amazed at the number of people who shaved their heads to sympathize with the cancer patients. Statistics:150+ students across 4 levels.
Well, that could partly be due to the reason that they're guys so it's not thaat bad. But I was absolutely shocked at the fact of how people willingly give up their hair just to show their support for cancer patients. That, is something which money will never ever buy.

burn

2008-07-30T15:39:00.002+08:00

And you’re on fire
When he’s near you
You’re on fire
When he speaks
You’re on fire
Burning at these mysteries

Today was a rather, shall we say, unproductive day. Then again, I did actually complete like a millionth of a fraction of my PP research. Well, it's better than nothing right?
The rest of the day was spent on playing mindless games on neopets and bloghopping and sleeping. ~~I've been having~~ I have a splitting headache right now. Explains the sleeping after lunch for about an hour straight. Not very good since people gain weight immediately after sleeping. Ah whatever, I'm gonna go running tomorrow anyway.
My brother's having his dental appointment now O:
During lunch, we were discussing what colour of braces he should get!!
And me, having just a slight fetish for guys who wear pink, asked him to get pink braces. He just looked at me as though I was insane.
):
Random fact:
The international gay flag is rainbow coloured!

though my skies are turning grey;

2008-07-29T18:01:00.003+08:00

stolen

1. real name?
Ashley Lee Yin?
2. age?
*sings to tune of song in Sound of Music* I am 14 going on 15 :D
3. single or taken?
Single
4. zodiac sign?
Virgo
5. male or female?
Female
6. elementary?
Raffles Girls' Primary
7. middle?
Crescent
8. high school?
CIS
9. eye color?
Black
10. hair color?
Black black ish with a liiittttleee bit of brown.
15. are you a health freak?
Not really
16. height?
172/5"8 (eat your hearts out man)
18. do you like yourself?
Not really
19. piercings?
2. I wanna get more though O:
20. tattoos?
None and never will get any
21. righty or lefty?
Righty

Firsts.
22. first surgery
Never had surgery
23. first piercings
Earlobe piercings.
24. first best friend
Er, I can't remember
25. first award
Dunnoo
26. first sport
Badminton? Omg so lame haha
27. first pet
Dog!!!
28. first vacation
Malaysia?
30. first crush
Er, don't remember. Dude, how long ago was that. HAHA

Currently.
49. eating
Nothing
50. drinking
Nothing
51. I'm about to
finish this quiz
52. listening to
nothing
53. waiting for
Thursday! Then I can see Peter bald O:
54. wearing
Born to paddle shirt and shorts?

Future.
55. kids?
2!
56. want to get married?
Dunno
67. careers in mind
DUNNO. x.x

Preferences for the opposite sex.
Er,

Have you ever.
78. kissed a stranger?
NO?
79. drank bubbles?
BUBBLE TEA!!
80. broken a bone?
No
81. climbed up a tree?
YEA!!!!
82. broken someones heart?
Uh, yea.
83. turned someone down?
Yea
85. liked a friend as more than a friend?
Yea..

Do you believe in.
86. yourself
Not really
87. miracles
Not all the time
88. love at first sight
Yup
89. Santa Clause
YEA!!
90. sex on the first date
Nope
91. angels
Yes

Answer Truthfully.
92. is there someone you want to be with right now?
Yea...

Lasts.
93. text message
Theresa?
94. received call
Gina
95. call made
Mom or something
96. message on facebook
I dont message people on facebook
97. missed call
Dunno
98. person you hung out with
Family?
99. you hugged
Mom?
100. you talked to
On MSN, clare.
101. said I love you to
Antonia

Highlight of the day:
I GOT MY CONTACTS. AWESOME. AND I GOT SMTH TO WEAR TO THE CHOIR CONCERT. AWESOME POSSUM.
Ashley is a happy girl (for now)
But I have a tummyache ):

the little things

2008-07-28T22:51:00.002+08:00

1) What is the most important thing in your life?
I don't have a most important thing. Just many important things.

2) What is the last thing that you bought with your own money?
Er, shampoo??

3) Where do you wish to get married?
The beach? :D LOL

4) How old do you think you will be permanently owned by your love?
I don't know.

5) Are you in love?
Yea, with a lot of people. A.k.a my friends

6) Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?
I don't remember... O;

7) Name the latest book that you bought?
The Notebook?

8) What is your full name?
Ashley Lee Yin

9) Do you prefer your mother or father?
What kind of question is that-.-

10) Name a person that you really wish to meet in real life for the first time.
Er, too many. I can't list out all of 'em

11) Christina or Britney?
Christina!

12) Do you do your own laundry?
Yea. Well in HK yea, since I don't have a helper

13) The most exciting place you want to go?
Melbourne!!! Lavender fields!!

14) Hugs or kisses?
Hugs.

15) Point out 5 things about the person who tagged you.
Stole this, didn't get tagged by anyone.

16)8 things I am passionate about:
1. Crescent Canoeing(:
2. Family
3. Friends
4. Family
5. God
6. Flowers
7. Music
8. Food

17) 8 things I say too often:
1. Lol
2. haha
3. =.=
4. Omg
5. Shit.
6. Cow
7. sucker
8. i'm cool

18)8 books I've read recently:
1. Bible
2. -
3. -
4. -
5. -
6. -
7. -
8. -

19) 8 songs I could listen to over and over again:
1. She's the one-Robbie Williams
2. Can't smile without you-Barry Manilow
3. Battle-Colbie Caillat
4. Addicted to you-Anthony Callea
5. Breathe(2am)- Anna Nalick
6. Promise of a lifetime-Kutless
7. Before it's too late- Goo Goo Dolls
8. Always be my baby-David Cook

20)8 things I learned last year: (2007)
1. I needa work harder
2. I should give up in love. (hahaah)
3. Life sucks
4. bla
5. bla.
6. bla
7. bla
8. bla

8 people to tag:
whoever

resolutions

2008-07-28T20:39:00.003+08:00

ASHLEY LEE IS GONNA WORK HER BLOODY BUTT OFF NEXT YEAR SO THAT SHE CAN GET AWESOME POSSUM GRADES JUST SO SHE CAN COME BACK TO SG AND ENTER THE FREAKIN ACS IB PROGRAM. I'M GONNA DO IT, BELIEVE IT OR NOT >:D

well, the above was true if I am actually allowed to come back :D
So yes, I'll work my butt off just so I won't kapnk and die in the ACS IB system which is, I'm sure, a shit load of work.

I've got a lot of work to do O:

peepeepeepeepee

14

2008-07-28T15:44:00.002+08:00

He said to me,
"My grace is enough for you in weakness power reaches perfection." And so I willingly boast of my weaknesses instead, that the power of Christ may rest upon me. Therefore I am content with weakness, with mistreatment, with distress, with prosecutions and difficulties for the sake of Christ; for when I am powerless, it is then I am strong.

2 Cor 13;9,10

I do wish I could see life that way. I might do just about anything to have that little bit of optimism in my life. Woopie :)
Will anyone get me a flower to brighten up my day?
I need some sort of reminder to tell me that life isn't as bad as I think it is.
BlubBlubBlubBlub

overdue

2008-07-28T10:41:00.002+08:00

Ah, this was supposed to be done yesterday but oh well.

Happy Birthday Art!!!!!!

hihihihihihi, Captain!:) I still remember you were the last person I carried a boat with before I left! :D And it was boat number...4! :D Hurhur, anyway. I hope you had a great birthday yesterday (: Love you!

Happy Birthday Keikei!
Yup kk, it's okay! :D Hahha, great knowing you this year. Hanging out with you guys and stuff O: And dude, you're so violent O.O Like how you use the knife to remove the cap from that weird yoghurt drink thingy. Oh and. HAVE FUN AT YOUR DISNEYLAND PARTY! I'm sorry I couldn't go D: but ah well, love you! (:

okay yay done ;)
I'm screwedd
Well not really but bababaa
Someone help? X.X I don't know what to wear for the choir night on friday!!!!
><
Trying to convince my mom to let me go shopping later and at the same time, watch the dark knight. Yea laugh at me cos I'm prolly the only sucka who hasn't watched it yet ):

colourless

2008-07-27T14:56:00.004+08:00

Need I say more?

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When your favourite song starts to play
You start to think
The melody, the notes
They tug on your heartstrings, heartstrings

When your memories start to rewind
Back to the good old days
The places, the faces
They echo endlessly in your mind, your mind

I want to be your favourite hello; & your hardest goodbye

2008-07-27T01:10:00.004+08:00

I'm bored/tired/weird/awake/wonky

All five at the same time.
Don't ask me how, I know it's quite contradicting but okay. Go ahead if you're gonna tell me I'm weird because I already knew that.

Someone, anyone.
Tell me something I didn't already know.

Perhaps the answer to things like:
Why are there never enough stars in the sky, to brighten up the night?
What's the best way to just snap out of shit and get back to living life in the fast lane?
How much longer before this whole episode of bullcrap and whatnots end?
Who
What
Where
When
Why
How

ASNAOGFNBGEGBETGBEG
WEHJGEITPGHER
GHERGHWR
GNWIRGNW
RIGNW
GNWT
GQWTGWRPFGEPGF
ETGIJE
TPGJ

a fine frenzy

2008-07-26T22:19:00.004+08:00

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left, you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, never forget
These images

Last night was well. A pretty short one, considering the fact that I slept at about 3 and woke up at 8? Then again, if you look at it, it's not really that short compared to the nights in HK where most of my nights are spent churning out pages of reports and all that. But, I guess it's been a long time since there was school and I'm turning into a nocturnal creature with no self discipline at all. Not good. I can't imagine what I'll be like when school restarts!
And then, there was Learning Festival today :) I didn't really see how I learned anything from it but, I think that was based purely on my laziness to go and read the exhibits set up by various language societies and CCAs. One thing for sure, I ate a lot and saw many many of my loved ones :) And I would have gotten pictures with them but unfortunately for all you poor suckers who read my blog for pics........Read the post below. So sucks. But I did manage to get a few pictures before my darling camera screwed up. *Tears* :'[
Thanks to Xin Yi and Gina and Charmaine for walking around with me even though I kept stopping to say hi to people... LOVEYOU (K) MUAKS! Evidently, I am quite high. :O
And Tessa Ying is the stewpeedest loser ever! Hmpf.
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And there was this SJI canoeist who was some 1s1 girl's friend? Shaun(sp?) Tan or whatever. Pst Gina :) Heh, remember what we did? The candy!! (We picked it up from the floor and it was totally brand new! :O ) And er, well Gina offered it to him and he er, took it. So you can't really say it was our fault :D And I'm pretty sure my dear darling juniors swooooned over him when they saw him, mainly cos they think SJI canoiests are cute. COUGHCELINEMICHELLECHERIECOUGH. Nuff said, HI CHERIE, I KNOW YOU'RE READING THIS! :)
And I ate so much today, I'm pretty sure I gained weight. :O Die, Ashley. :(
Bad things which happened today:
CAMERA DIED. D:
I got a disgusting tan line on my back and arms
There was some effed up lao teeko staring at me on the bus
I nearly missed my stop!! (P.S. I've never actually missed my stop before :D )
I got stood up
GAINED WEIGHT. ASDF
Good things which happened today:
Met my loves!
Got new shampoo
Had quite a fun time laughing about certain things. *pokeginapoke*

So there are more bad things which happened today instead of good things. But, friends are the ultimate sunshines in life. :) So I guess the day didn't go that badly after all. (Minus camera incident)
Pictures:

I know my hair is screwed. Whaddya expect, it was blazing hot and wearing a black shirt=disastrous.

Loves!

Say hello to two of my lovely friends. Introducing Charmaine the chicken backside and Gina the cosplayer! (She was cosplaying as Rinoa from FF btw)

I like this shot!

Another very awesome friend of mine, say hello to Xin Yi my buddy! Love you too buddy, don't kill me :D

"DON'T BE SUCH A CHICKEN BACKSIDE!!!"
That was made up, she didn't really say that. Love you too charms! :D *sniggers*

More pics another day when I steal them from wherever.

But you still forgot;

annoyed

2008-07-26T16:24:00.001+08:00

I FEEL SO DARN BLOODY ANNOYED WITH MY FREEAKIN CAMERA
HOW MANY TIMES DOES IT WANNA SCREW UP ON ME?!
AND WTF, I DIDN'T EVEN DO ANYTHING TO IT. >:(
I AM AN ANGRY CAT. RAWRR. POOSH.

Life

2008-07-25T22:57:00.002+08:00

As you see through life
You will see that there is so much more that we don't understand
And the only thing we really know
Is that things don't always go the way we planned for them to

Taken from a blogskin. Credits to Etiquity% life

Blah.

play.pause.rewind

2008-07-25T17:11:00.002+08:00

New layout :)
Well not really a new layout but it's..edited.
Tagboard's next to my user picture on the left box.
And here are the tag replies :)

GINA:D ]yuppp :) tmr! cosplay girl!
WENQI ]no not really >:(
jean ann ]HIIII JEAN ANN!!! :D :D
clara] HELLO CLARA!
Geraldine ]hha, yupyup. MYT! gnna see you tmr!
nisa ]cant wait to see you too! LUV YOU!
JOLENE ]dont be so fat! move your fingers!
Cleo]HAHA, CHE. LOVE YOU^^
WENQI ]okay lah, tall. But i'm taller! love you lots too!
deb ]np! LOVE YOU!
rachel lee ]AT LEAST I CAN TALK!
Cherie ]OH FINE :( okay i'll link :D

done done done

whatever it takes;

2008-07-25T14:36:00.002+08:00

Just how did it happen? Why?

Thats seems to be the biggest question I'll never be able to answer. For the life of me, I don't think I'll be able to answer that in the long run. Grow up, stop being so immature.
I don't know what's wrong with me.
Wait, that was wrong. I know what's wrong with me, I know how to correct myself. And I desperately want to, but I can't.

4 years, it's coming to 3 years now.
But everything's gone, so what's the use?
I'd give anything, just anything to turn things round and make it seem alright.
But whatever I give, it's never enough.

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Stolen from Raycholee

When is the last time a boy gave you a hug?
Er, last school dance. Not going to state names.

Who was the last person who looked at you and smiled?
My older sister?

Have you ever touched an elephant?
Yup

Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
Nah

Are you loving life at the moment?
Hell no

Has anybody ever told you you have pretty eyes?
Er, yea. But I don't see how having one small eye and one big eye is considered pretty so go figure.

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Dead. JK. I dunno

Name something you did yesterday?
Packed the house

If you are being extremely quiet what does that mean?
I'm being abnormal.

What is the weather like today?
Overcast skies

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Er, I don't remember.

Do you have curly hair?
Nope.

If someone were to tell you they like you right now, would you care?
Er, depends.

Last place you took a plane to?
Singapore

Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?
hide

If someone looked ON your bed, what would they find?
Pillows, bolster, mobile, iPod, blankie! (L)

What is the last movie you watched?
Red Cliff

Are you happy at the moment?
Why don't you read the post up there ^^ and tell me if I am.

What are you listening to right now?
The fan blades swishing through the air. voosh

What did you dream about last night?
Nothing. I was too tired to dream about anything, I just plonked onto my bed.

Do you like to read?
If I like a book, I'll read it. If I don't like it, don't even count on me touching the book.

You're in the hospital, who on your TOP friends comes to visit you?
Tag if you would. (icanbetnoonesgoingtotag)

Do people underestimate you?
Yup, all the time in every way possible.

What's your favorite color?
Purple, Black, White, Blue, Green, Pink!

Is there a difference between the word 'best friend' and 'friend'?
At this stage in life, perhaps not. Well I meant maybe. Not definitely.

Do you miss anyone?
Yup.

Are you anything like you were at this point last year?
I wish I were.

What's the 8th text in your inbox say?
Can't remember.

What are you most looking forward to tomorrow?
LEARNING FESTIVAL! (:

Do you think you like anyone?
I know I do.

Are you falling for someone?
No

Do you like your first name?
yea

What are you looking forward to in the next month?
Plane ride back to HK, school, freakin PP.

Do you like pancakes?
Yea

Do you have a facebook?
Yea.

Stolen from Gina
1. What is the meaning of your first name?
Ash tree

2. Name a flower that you like?
Lavender

3. Do you wish to have a tattoo?
Nope

4. Who wakes you up every morning?
Myself/Phone

5. When did you last go to the mall?
I don't remember.

6. What are you scared of?
Being enclosed in dark areas by myself.

7. Do you believe in ghosts?
Yea. :O

8. Can you speak malay?
Saya cintang kamu! Yea right.

9. Are you listening to any songs now?
Nope.

10. Type of your blood?
AB+ ? I think..or it might be B+

11. How many messages are there in your hp?
Not more than 100

12. Tomorrow’s programmes?
Learning Festival

13. Subject that you love?
English?

14. Do you play any instruments?
Used to play the violin.

15. How old are you?
Fourteen.

16. Name one of your best friend?
Jessica

17. When you angry….?
Bottle it up or if I've bottled it up for too long, I'll explode in your face then and there.

18. Still in love with your ex?
Go figure.

19. Things that make you happy now?
I don't know. Canoeing?

20. Who is your idol?
None

21. What time is it?
3.06 pm

22. Did you fight with someone recently?
Kind of.

23.Where were you two hours ago?
NTUC Bukit Timah. Fairprice Finest!

24. Last text msg that you received? from?
Don't be such a busybody.

25. Person that you miss?
I miss a lot of people.

26. Song that you hate?
Emo screamo whatever songs.

27. Did you hug someone today?
No

28. Do you like to makeup?
Lip gloss? Yea

29. When people sing loudly with his/her bad voice?
Join in or tell them to stfu.

30. Are you sad?
Go figure

trying

2008-07-24T22:22:00.003+08:00

enasnigniogmai
erehtenoynaerehtsi
emhtiwereherewuoyhsiwyllearidna
tonreuoyylsuoivbotub

I just had to do that.

Baby come back, any kind of fool could see
There was something in everything about you
Baby come back, you can blame it all on me
I was wrong, and I just can't live without you

we skate as we date as we slowly suffocate

2008-07-24T18:46:00.004+08:00

Today was a pretty much shitty day
But I guess I'm not that bad now.

Stolen from someone's blog

Rule 1: each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habit/little known facts about yourself. People who got tagged need t write a blog of their own 15 weird habits/things/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs!

I think flip flop tans are cool
I have a mole on my ring finger on my left hand. (Then again, I think quite a lot of people know that)
My left ear is higher than my right ear! :O
I have one single and one double eyelid
My favourite flavours of ice cream from B&Js are Phish food and NY Super Fudge Chunk
I'm scared of being in enclosed and dark spaces by myself. But you probably knew that too
My right leg is fatter than my left leg. WTF? Yea, I know.
I can be incredibly mean to people if I don't like them. You knew that too!
I am a bitch, beat that.
I have an obsession with fluff balls
I have never ever gotten sun burnt before. Like the skin peeling kinda sunburn
I WANT TO LOSE WEIGHT RAWRRRR. (you knew that too)
I need to sleep with at least 2 pillows under my head.
I talk to things e.g. my printer when it screws up.
I have a sudden obsession with bubble tea!

People tagged:

Gina
Jess
Zanita
Klare
Clare
Nisa
Wenqi
Xin Yi
Theresa
Jolene (I KNOW YOU DONT HAVE A BLOG. SO GO GET ONE >:( )

asdf

Write, for instance: "The night is full of stars,
and the stars, blue, shivering in the distance."
The night wind whirls in the sky and sings.

2008-07-24T11:06:00.004+08:00

Stupid rachel lee was asking me if I had heard of five minutes to midnight by Boys Like Girls
Then I got the tune stuck in my head x.x

We could
Pack up and leave all our things behind
No fact or fiction or storyline
Cause I need you more than just for tonight
You're oh oh all I care
I can't stop my breathing in
I'm weak and you were my medicine
I won't stop till I am under your skin

Anyway, I was bored yesterday so here are some pics I edited :)

LETTER FROM OXFORD! Not mine, sister's :D How sexy

View from my house. Not erm, a very spectacular view? o.O

Streetlights

Railings, tempt your soul

I have a sudden craving to eat a lot of food :( not good
I'm still supposed to be losing weight
ASHLEY LEE, is going to go running next week. Woopee (:

2008-07-23T23:14:00.003+08:00

happy birthday to 4 very special people :) :) :)

1. Cleo
CLEOCLEOCLEOCLEO. What can I say, you've been a great friend the last 2 and a half years. Knowing you from canoeing and from 2G2, and we've had so many many much much fun times together! From screaming and cheering during Nationals to the fun fun times we had during Julienne's boat party ;) I love you mucho mucho! Have a great birthday okay? Kiss,hug,love you! (K)!

hell yea the besttttt

2. Deborah!
LOONEY PANDA! I DON'T HAVE A PICTURE WITH YOU! :( Sighhh, oh well. Spevil! Great jobs during comps this year :) Been fun being Vice captain for the last year eh? :] you did a great job of it though! :) Love you too! :D

3. Nisa!
SMARTYPANTS. OMGOMGOMG. LOVE YOU MUCHMUCHO! And I think I look like shit in that picture..haiz. :( Anyway, I haven't really been talking to you recently! D: I'll see you this Saturday in school okay. We are veryvery cool people and I miss you muchzxz! (K)(K)(L)(L)

4. Wenqi!
stupid mospiggo! WENQIIIIIIIIIIIIIII, stupid girl. :O anyway, it's been nice knowing you the past month and we've had fun times tgt aye? Anyway, I'm mucho cooler than you and taller than you too! HAH! JKjk :) lovelove you!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! YYYYYYYYYYYY
loves!

exanimate

2008-07-23T15:59:00.003+08:00

For some reason, I decided to tickle my pretty much dead Lj account today. But I won't be moving to Lj anytime soon! It's kinda sad how everyone reads your blog and doesn't tag. And especially since it's Lj, all the more so. People aren't gonna comment after reading your posts. So unless I feel as though I don't feel like reading people's tags, I won't move. Perfect cue for you to start jumping around and squealing like a happy elephant.

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Seems like nothing is black and white anymore
Shades of grey and I feel a weight over my shoulder
It's tough getting older
I always thought that I knew where I'd want to go
Now I'm here and I find that I'm still getting colder
It's kinda tough getting older

Older-Colbie Caillat

Hell yea it's tough getting older. Dealing with all sorts of shit. Responsibilities, responsibilities, responsibilities. I hate being anchored down by everything that I'm held on to and I desperately want and need to be freed.

I want to be like a red balloon, soaring free, soaring high. Out of reach.
Then no one can touch me, no one can tell me what to do. No one, can decide for me how my life turns out.
The House on Mango Street

Changes.
"You've changed so much."
So many people have told me that I've changed, I can't even count them on both my hands. I've gotten used to hearing that line to the extent that it doesn't affect me anymore. Rewinding back to when someone first told me that, I would explode and say "WTF ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? I DIDN'T CHANGE AT ALL." But now that I turn my head and look back at the past 3 years, I see a drastic change in myself. I've changed in so many ways, both good and bad.
I suppose over the years, I've matured just a little. From the primary school days, the "I don't friend you"s and the "Guys suck, throw rocks at them" have slowly disintegrated into different thoughts and ways of life.
Entering secondary school, I guess there was much more to life than I thought there was. It wasn't just the everyday childish squabbles which used to occur oh-so-often in primary school. Instead, quarrels turned into vicious catfights and as a result, there was always someone who was bound to be hurt.
And then, there was this word. This unexplainable feeling I felt about perhaps, a special person. A word, a feeling called love.
I thought I knew what love was. Relationships began and from there, I thought life was at its best. But things started dying down and the so called love started to wane. I started thinking if my thoughts and ideas of love lasting forever and ever meant anything in the first place. Doubt started kicking in, did everything just start off as just a good feeling? Then things started screwing up and then, it was gone. I felt like the whole world just crashed down on my shoulders. Lying in bed every night, toss and turn endlessly. Tears trickle down cheeks like endless floods. But gradually, I get over it. Then life started all over again from a different angle. People started to say I changed. But I just let all the words pass through from one ear to the other.
And then, something else happened. I met a person, a new person. And the same things happened. Unfortunately, I migrated to Hong Kong. I saw another side of the world I had never expected to see. School seemed like just another popularity contest, just bitchier. I hated school so much. I was pretty much, a depressed kid on the block. But then, I started settling into this new world I never thought I'd see and I became another one of them. Back in sg, just like before. It was gone. For reasons I won't state here but it disappeared. Then I settled into life and started accepting things for what they were. But when I went back during CNY, even more people started to say I changed. I looked in the mirror, but I still couldn't see what was the difference. I constantly asked myself, "Did I change?" But, I never seemed to be able to find an answer to that question until recently.
I changed, drastically. In so many ways, I changed into something I'd never have seen myself as 3 years ago. Who was I then? Who am I now? I started to see the difference. And then I looked around, friends from those days transforming into what they are at present. Then, I realised. It wasn't just me, it was everyone else.
So this was an, interesting reflection. I grew up, I matured and I changed. Even though I guess I wasn't as immature as before, I just got some sense knocked into my head. I am still an immature kid. Despite all the changes. But I do know one thing, I'm not the same person I was years ago. I'm different, way different.

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x.x
i dont know what that was about. poofieee
Learning Fest this Sat. Then I can see my lovelies :)

Take me to your heart

2008-07-22T22:25:00.004+08:00

ifeellikescreamingandjumpingaroundnowjustbecausenoonestheretolistentomeranting.
thereforeiampenningdownallofmythoughtsinthisboxwhichiscalledablog.
isntthatsofascinating?iknewthatandiknowyouknewthattoo.

Don't even try to ask me why I did that. I don't know

xoxo

2008-07-22T17:47:00.003+08:00

Just because Klare is bugging me to reply tags! Fuafua, :)

Klare: HELLOOO
zann: ZANITA! ;D
GINA:D : Of course you will xD haha, jk. BOOM, we are very cool
Rachel: OMG, WHICH RACHEL ARE YOU?!
rachel lee: you always do -.-
JOLENE: really?! You're not a retard? *stares around* okay...and yea I didn't go for phototaking.. o.O
klare: HELLO AGAIN. LALALALA
klare: I should post a pic of you and label you as the monkey! >D
yi wen: hhaha thanks! :) linked!
amanda: BUTTONS!!! I am a cool zipper and together, we can fly, heh. Okay, picture soon! And I don't have you on MSN! D:

HAPPY KLARE? :D
you should be, it's the only time I'll ever be nice to you >:D

Buried beneath all the lites

2008-07-22T14:41:00.008+08:00

Taken the other day at Macritchie. Don't ask me why I took so many pictures of monkeys, I just did. Because I was bored and I felt a weird connection with monkeys. Maybe, just maybe. I was a monkey in my previous life.

Seems like a never ending path

Ah, don't tell me the photo sucks. I KNOW, cos after all, the pic was taken with a 2mp Camera, a.k.a the camera in my phone -.-

Ms. Li!

See the tail sticking out?

Look for the monkey

Another failed edited picture

Black and white

Run for your life

Kinda sad how they have to scrounge for food in the dustbins..

Walk the line

I wish I could climb bars like that

Hokey Pokey

Stop and stare, you start to wonder why you're here not there

FAILED.

Check out the cool d00d jogging in the background.

Yay I found Ribena!

I'm living in the shadows

WHY AREN'T YOU OPENING?! :(

I MUST OPEN THIS!!!!

OPENED! Yay party! :D

Whatever's left of what you once had.

Lick

This pic is so...sad. Look at the monkey's eyes

Slurp

No more.

Ms Li!

Rachel Lee poledancing, HAHAHA

On the walk to Neverland

No monkey in this one, just me. :D I'm the monkey

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PP SUCKS :(
and I've been eating and eating
And I'm really bored

the last three sentences didn't really link together but whatever

She's the one

2008-07-22T10:03:00.005+08:00

Edited Pictures:

The ring that Jolene made! Love Grass :)

Jump

I really like this picture :D

Emo. /wrist

Emo again. //wrist

I can't laugh, I can't sing. Love you Gina :)

failed jump shot :(

Edit 1

Edit 2
Which one is nicer?

another FAILED jump shot. haiz

Life seems so boring these few days without canoeing. :(
2 weeks 6 days

2008-07-21T21:16:00.003+08:00

You came along just like a song
And brightened my day
Who would have believed that you were part of a dream
Now it all seems light years away

Can't smile without you-Barry Manilow

From the movie HellBoy, dude. That part in the movie was total pwnage. Hahah.

edit
What do you do when you have nothing else to do?

Binge.

/edit

loves

2008-07-21T15:13:00.006+08:00

Pictures from NCC 2008

Jolene and Annabelle k2 1000m Bronze

Yvonne and Deborah k2 1000m Gold

Clare k1 500m Bronze

Yvonne k1 500m Silver

Regine and Clara k2 500m Bronze

Jolene and Annabelle k2 500m Gold

L-R (Me, Gina on me, Charmaine, Sarah, Wenqi)

L-R (Wenqi, Me, Gina, Charmaine)

L-R Top (Clare, Deborah, Sarah, Rachel Lee, Charmaine, Clara, Yun Hui, Regine, Coach)
L-R Bottom (Darsheni, Wenqi, me, Gina, Jolene, Annabelle, Yvonne, Sam. L)

STONE SHOT! same arrangement as previous picture

go figure, i'm too lazy to type the names out :D

YEA, FLY LIKE COACH!

Yvonne and Sam

The four of them in front..hahahaa

Jolene is a retard

like the medals :D

Wowzers

Told you she was stupid

HAHA, i love this.

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I had a slight sore throat after the 2 days but it wasn't half as bad as the one I had after Nationals. :O
I have more pictures just that I haven't gotten hold of them yet, will edit and upload once I've gotten the pics from my fat sistah Dx
I made a new friend yesterday, or rather 2 of them.
Mayumi and Chuan Bei
MAYUMI IS SO ABSOLUTELY ADORABLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. OMG! Me and Gina were sitting at the somethingsomething trail before the prize presentation and she came along and said something. And we made friends :D
As for Chuan Bei, we were trying to scare the fish when he came along. However, he wasn't as cute and sweet as dear little Mayumi(*squeals*) and poo, he ran off. Hmpf
Guys are the weirdest creatures ever.

Guy: HOW COULD I LOSE?
Me: Er, do I know you?
Guy: Er..no.

You get my drift.

Blue skies turning grey

2008-07-20T22:31:00.003+08:00

Yesterday:
I love Crescent Canoeing
and
Happy Birthday Kerry :) I'm sorry I was late for your dinner thing.. Ah, I've said all I wanted to inside the letter. Hope you had a great birthday yesterday :)

Got home last night, and I got a blast. Some may know what I'm talking about, some probably not. Either way, the same things happen. Bottled up feelings.

Today:
Tiring. Extremely tiring. I was just hoping to see you but I guess, things just aren't meant to be that way. To my canoeists, I love you all. :) Don't be too sad by the results, what matters is that you guys tried!

Pics another time.
Tag replies:
[natty] hiii
[klare] hahahahaha, fatso
[joelyap] haha...i do actually know who you are
[ZeJie] burnn
[t] sorry sorry, i'll link soon
[passer-by] dude, leave your name..
[rachel] i know
[JOLENE] haha, yah, i cant be bothered already..love you too
[GINA:D] love you too
[KERRY] going going going..okay v lame
[wesley] ahahahaa, scold more loh. then train
[anon] leave your name x.x
[JESSica] too hot, cant chill. ahah!
[BUTTONS] love you too buttons!
[clare] thankss
[JOLENE] you wear toe socks...okay..
[xinyi:D] love you too (; thanks
[deb] hi debbbbb
[Lester] *laugh*

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I nearly did blow today, but obviously, you don't know that. And that's the way it'll stay. And I'm not gonna bother putting this in small font cos I know you're just going to copy and paste it into MS word or smth and read it or simply enlarge the page. I can't be bothered. Read about it all you want, I can't be bothered anymore.

3 weeks.

2008-07-18T17:02:00.002+08:00

You Are a Black and White Cookie

You're often conflicted in life, and you feel pulled in two opposite directions.

When you're good, you're sweet as sugar. And when you're bad, you're wicked!

What Kind of Cookie Are You?

Your Love is Represented by a White Rose

While you may or may not be totally naive, you do approach love with an eternal innocence.

You love like you've never been hurt. And you put all your faith in your partner.

Your philosophy on love is: be honest and be yourself.

What Rose Represents Your Love?

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF)

You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.

You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.

You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.

Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.

You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.

Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.

In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.

At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.

With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.

As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.

On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

The Three Question Personality Test

Don't tell me, I'm really bored and losing my mind. But I'm kinda happy cos I got contacts today :) (well I ordered them and I don't exactly have them)

Yesterday once more

2008-07-18T10:58:00.004+08:00

I know this should have happened in yesterday's post but oh well.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YVONNE (; so she arrived in macritchie with a SPANKIN NEW SKATEBOARD. Well, yea we had loads of fun with it :) Especially me, nearly crashing the skateboard into the drain D: Thank goodness Yvonne wasn't pissed and all.. :]
Training yesterday was er.....hehehe..... GINA :)

Random:
I was waving to Peter
Peter waved back
We start waving like crazy
Hadrian thought I was waving to him and he started waving
*inserts me laughing like a mad woman*

okay fine, not funny -_- Well not for you at least, just cos I have an awesome sense of humour. :) Don't be so jealous of me. Fuafua.

I was feeling like an emotional wreck last night. I don't even know why, scratch that. I do. So, I decided some things had to be done and poof, it became koko krunch. I've given up. Three cheers for me :)

Tag replies:
Marei: Uh, do I know you?
Amanda: BUTTONS!! :D
JOLENE: yeayea, you love darius mucho wucho :)
klare: YEA, FAST LIKE THE WIND! just not moving wind -.-
GINA:D :haha, no lah. :)
uno: OF COURSE YOU DO ;D
KERRY: yes i know it is -.-! i dont have your new url. rawwrr
michelle: PP sucks. I'm dead. Like a dead goner. ):

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A - Available: er, yea.
A - Age: 14.
A - Annoyance: Sexism. Stupid assaholic boys. And a lot more..

B - Best feature: long legs. (but i still need to lose weight)
B - Best friend[s]: too many to list :O
B - Breakfast: i had soon kueh today o.O
B - Birthday: 21st september

C - Crush: Too many :O HAHAHA
C - Car: maserati for xmas, please? D:
C - Career: chef? :O
C - Cell phone: sony ericsson

D - Day or night: night
D - Dream Car: MASERATI!
D - Dogs or Cats : dogs

E - Egg nog: er,
E - Easiest person to talk to: my bolster
F - Favorite color: purple :)
F - Favorite Food: HOKKIEN MEE :0)
F - Favorite month:dont have one

G - Gummy Bears: awesome
G - Giver or taker: both?

H - Hair color: black
H - Happy: no
H - Height: 5"8

I - Instrument: used to be violin
I - Ice Cream: ROCKY ROAD!

J - Jewelry: long dangly earrings
J - Job: student
J - Jail: er no

K - Kids: 2?
K - Kick boxing or Karate: karate
K - Kindergarten: canossian convent

L - Longest Car ride: 8 hours

M - Milk flavor: i dont like milk
M - Most missed memory: too many to list
M - Movie last watched: RED CLIFF!
N - Number of siblings: 3
N - Number of tattoos: none
N - Nickname[s]: ash, ashloo, ashley lily lee

O - One wish: for a thousand wishes. jk
O - One regret: shoo.

P - Piercings: ear lobe

Q - Quote: It's a bitch eat bitch world, you either sink or swim by yourself

R - Reason to smile: Friends who care
S - Song last heard: Hanging by a moment-Lifehouse
S - Shoes: none at the moment

T - Time you woke up:9.40?
T - Time Now: 11.15
T - Time for bed: er, it depends

U - Unpredictable: dunno

V - Vegetable you hate: bittergourd
V - Vacation spot: venice, barcelona, italy, melbourne

W - Worst habit: dunno. a lot
W - Weather right now: clear blue skies
W - Where are you going to travel next: to AMK

X - X-Ray: dont know

Y - Year it is now: 2008
Y - Yellow: three words that come to mind- antonia, sunflowers, sunlight

Z - Zoo Animal: hamsters!

I'm bored, so sue me.

2008-07-17T23:16:00.003+08:00

Desperate for changing;
Starving for truth

Me+Gina=IMBA T2 PAIR! yeayea, we couldn't even go straight but HAHA, okay.
fauck construction workers at macritchie. go satisfy your horny desires by watching porn online, dont bother people. scroo off >:(

I was reading old chatlogs when I came across the old ones, with you. I read through them, and I thought to myself, why can't we go back? Back to those good old days, where you were still my Prince of Neverland and I was your Princess of Hearts? I'm not even gonna bother thinking about that question anymore but as it is, I'm giving you up. Then again, more appropriately, it would be, I've given up. I'm tired, very tired. Do you know?

2008-07-17T13:16:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY UNI KIM!

Okay I know I've posted some of these pics before but hey! It's not my fault that I have so few pics with you! Okay anyway, we've had some PRETTY DARN GREAT times this year. E.G. TOILETBOWLS. Omg, one day we should really construct a giant toiletbowl and flush stupid fuckers like justin au down the toiletbowl and omg chinny too!!!!! HAHAHA, and VOOSH, they'd be gone from this face of earth forever, isn't that so awesome :D yes of course. And and remember swimming? AND BUS RIDES TO ROUNDERS? DOOOD, had so much fun with you this year. And omg, I keep ranting and ranting to you. It's a wonder you don't go nuts, oh well. I LOVE YOU UNI :)
AND OMG, YOU'RE 16 YEARS OLD! I'M NOT EVEN 15 YET!!! HEHEHEHEHE :) Y

P.S. You know why it's in pink!! (the heart ;D )

Can't live can't breathe with no air

2008-07-16T23:58:00.003+08:00

I've updated twice today but whatever, screw that I'm bored.

I'm tired, but I can't sleep. I tried going offline at 9.30 and tried sleeping, but I didn't really succeed so I went to the couch outside and switched on the telly and started watching Beach.Ball.Babes.
I don't really have anything much to say about the er show.
Dirty Sexy Money for half an hour and I decided I should go online since I wasn't gonna sleep anyway.
So yea, I'm thankful that I have awesome friends. I love you Gina :) thanks so mucho wucho for trying to cheer me up. Nyet nyet! kiss-hug-love-you-muakz

ignore that last part. (:

2008-07-16T20:40:00.002+08:00

tagged by Gina

List out the top 5 birthday present that you wish for:
1. Move back to SG
2. NO WAR (;
3. For the world to have no poor people
4. Time machine
5. A more mature mind

Answer the following questions:
#1 The person who last tagged you is:
Gina
#2 Your relationship with him/her is:
Canoeing Junior (:
#3 Your 5 impressions of him/her:
SKINNY
COOL
PRETTY
HOT (; (hehe)
AMAZING
#4 The most memorable thing he/she has done for you:
Listened to me ranting on and on about *
#5 The most memorable word he/she has said to you:
PINK!
#6 If he/she becomes your lover, you will:
Have pink babies with her. JK.
#7 If he/she was your lover, a few things he/she has to improve on will be:
Her sadnness :O
#8 If he/she becomes your enemy, you will:
cry
#9 If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
dunno :o
#10 The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:
CHEER UP (;
#11 Your overall impression of her is:
She's awesomee
#12 How do you think about how people around you will feel about you:
I read their minds, I have a sixth sense
#13 The character you love about yourself are:
Er, my height?
#14 On the contrary, things that you hate about yourself are:
Everything besides that.
#15 The most ideal person you want to be is:
Not telling you
#16 For people that care about and like you, say something to them:
I love youu

i skipped out the rest simply because i was too lazy to pick out 10 names so yup.

Just Breathe

2008-07-16T14:24:00.005+08:00

Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table

It's times like these which really make me feel like I hate life so much, so much that I wish I was past the point of no return, in a land so far away from redemption. A land, just one step away from being blown up into little splinters of glass, particles of dust, pieces of paper and mixed up feelings. After all, that's what humans are made of.
I've been telling myself to give everything just one last chance, the last shot. Believe me, I've tried. But somehow, I just don't get why things never ever work out for me.
When people ask, "Would you rather love, or be loved?"
What would your answer be?
I'd want to be loved by the person who loves me.

Skies are falling down for you;

2008-07-15T10:28:00.003+08:00

Have you heard the water
As it drips from the tap
Slow drummer in the sink.

Have you seen the rain
Trickle down your window pane?
Silver snakes in the night.

Have you heard the waves crash?
On a stormy shore?
A wild music of pebbles.

Have you touched a spider's web
After a shower of rain?
Splinters of ice in the moonlight.

Have you listened to the rain
Fall gently on a summer's night?
A warm lullaby.

-Adapted from Flank Flynn

That was just some random poem I found for my English Homework which was due like 2 years ago? I like the poem.

Oh well.

Life is absolutely BORING^numbers out of this world. Especially since it's 10.30 in the morning right now and everyone is at school slogging their guts out doing their E-Learning crap. I'm bored, really. And I NEED to tell myself to get my butt down to work and finish up my research for the stupid PP!
Sadly, that's not going to happen. Would it matter if I added in the words, as always?
Someone, come online please and talk to me! ):

& My love for you is blind

2008-07-14T23:41:00.003+08:00

Okay, so here's a new layout and I really like it because I can change the words on top so I think I'll be sticking to this layout for quite a long time just that I'll be constantly changing the words as and when I like according to my favourite song of the moment. If you're wondering, the lyrics up there *points above*, are from Blind by Lifehouse.
But one more thing about this layout is that, my tagboard is ridiculously short now so because of that, I will be replying my tags on my blog posts so here you guys go :)

Gina:D : Heh, you know who he is already :) and you don't look bad plskthx. I look more shitty than you :)
JOLENE: You know you do, don't deny it. Hehe
klare: REALLY. I should take a video of you next time -.-
WENQI: DUDE! Pay more attention! HEH.
Gina:D :You are! Very sexy :)
JESSica: NO!!!! ): omg meeting tmr. so exciting!

2008-07-14T13:57:00.001+08:00

She broke his heart, just so he'd let go.
He broke her heart, by loving someone else.
& Then he whispered in her ear,
"I'm sorry, I just don't love you anymore."

too late to apologize;

2008-07-13T12:49:00.013+08:00

Take another chance,
take a fall,
take a shot for you.

Okay people, as promised, here are the pictures :) They're not in any particular order though, cos blogger is a beetch and I can't be bothered to re-arrange the pictures so enjoy! :)

Gina is very sexy!

Deb is very cute! We were trying to see who could come up with more poses for pictures and obviously, I won! Just cos I'm cooler than her, oh well.

Yup, I heart Sammy

Her hair's in my teeth. Poo you Sam

Muaks! Luvchooz!

I quote, "eh, she looks not too bad from that angle" :)
I wonder who that mystery person who said that might be ;)

Jolene is wearing my specs! Nerdy poopz

I can hear Xin Yi saying "OMG, I HAVE SUCH A WEIRD BUDDY! BUT I LOVE HER MUCHO WUCHO!"

Sam is a money face, Cleo's just smiling and I'm a grumpy old woman who's angry with Sam. Did that make sense? Nah

Kissy kissy muak. I know who Zanita and Rachopoop want Jolene to be :)

Luv Xin Yi 4evax! HAH

OOH, I SEE YOU :o) hi wenqi.

Don't you dare say anything about this picture cos I already know what's wrong.

(L) is for the way you look, at me .

Aw, such cute little babies ;)

Darsheni is a very emo kid.

Jolene: OPEN YOU STUPID THING, OPEN!
Annabelle: Dude, are you stupid or something?

Annabelle: Stop taking my pictures!!!

They think they're cool. Keyword being think. Fat hope cos I'm coolest :)

COACH!!! He looks like he's doubting whatever Amanda is saying.

Gina lubx pal! WE LOVE GUYS WHO WEAR PINK. HAHAHAHA

You can stand under my umbrella, ella, ella, eh, eh, eh.

Fat.

Zanita's awesome drawing :)

Clara-stupid-fishie

Cleo so pro :)

Sam tan is just stupid. Jean's probably thinking, SAM YOU'RE SUCH A LOSER!

But oh well, she still loves me mucho. So I love her too, just not as much. Kidding.

NO YOU'RE NOT COOL! THOSE ARE MY SHADES!

JUNIORS (:

Partners :)

Cruncypear, Looney Panda, and Sarah the only normal one. :)

CHICKEN BACKSIDE. LOVE YOU, not

ugly but oh well. (me)

Spreading out the groundsheet.

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Okay I'm done with the pic spamming. So here's a real post with a nice description. So er, along the way we'll see how the description goes along, if it's really nice or just plain boring. Woohoo.

Day #1!
Only 5 events today!
Yi Ping & Sam K2 1000m
Zanita & Artrillian K2 1000m
Clare & Darsheni k2 1000m
Deborah & Yvonne K2 1000m
Kritika K1 1000m
So the day started off with me, Klare, Clare, Yi Ping and poopypants meeting at KAP McDonalds for a very yummy breakfast! I had a Sausage McGriddle and orange juice! Minute Maid ftw! (okay, I didn't really like the orange juice but wtv) I thought the McGriddle thingmabob was kinda nice though, even though many people think it's really weird. Pancake with a sausage in the middle! Yummy yummy. Random fact I found out today, Klare takes a million years to eat. Then, took 852 to Macritchie where we found Sam sitting down on the floor with rows of yummy jelly for us us and us :) well for the competitors but she gave me 2 anyway. LUV SAM. Low btw. Sam tan's too fat for anything :] So we took out the groundsheet, found a not so nice spot and rested our soft butts on it and the chairs! We then waited for the races to come.
So, the races had quite good outcomes!
Yi Ping and Sam got 3rd in their heats which allowed them to go onto the semi-finals! Zan and Art DQ-ed. But it was still a good fight for them! (:
Clare and Darsh got 1ST in their heats! STRAIGHT FINALS! Am very proud of them. Kissy
Yvonne and Deborah got 2nd for their heats! Semi finalists! LUV THEM
Kritika got 4th! But it was a really good race considering the fact she was only on a K1 for 3 weeks!
VERY PROUD OF YOU GUYS! LOVE

Day#2

Most of the races were today!
So me and Gina were pretty much talking about how this person was wearing pink and I found out how much Gina likes guys who wear pink :) HEH. So yes anyway, back to the point about the races.
I love each and every one of you guys! Even if you didn't qualify for semi finals or finals, we all knew that it was your best and we're contented with that! And there's always next year! I love you all! I am very proud of the C Div this year, just cos they're awesome. Xin Yi and Rika's timing was great. 2.38! They beat their previous personal best by 8 seconds! Great achievement guys :)
And to the rest of my lovely team mates, GREAT JOB! Jean was really outstanding, considering the fact she joined canoeing in March. Getting 4th place for heats, it's an incredible feat. There's always next year! GOGOGO!

Day#3
SEMI FINALS! There were only 4 boats today!
Klare & Charmaine T2 500m
Sam & Cleo K2 500m
Yi Ping & Sam K2 1000m
Deborah & Yvonne K2 1000m
Out of all 4 boats, only Deb and Yvonne made it to the finals! But the rest of the 3 boats fought through it all the way. Yi Ping & Sam had a great new PB and CLAM! had a great race along with Klare & Charmaine. P.S I love you guys, don't ever forget that. You gave your all, that's enough. So by the end of today, my throat was pretty much dead and I was sounding like. a masculine duck. How sexy.

Day#4

So today was basically an awesome day. Except for the fact that we had chicken rice for lunch again, and that uncle didn't give us extra spoons even though I did ask for them! So we (Amanda and I) had to go around and ask other schools if they had spoons which unfortunately, they didn't. So scroodat. Whatever, had enough embarassing moments asking for spoons. Yes. Back to the point.
All the races today were very very good. Especially the k4 race. BRONZE MEDALLISTS :)
I'm too lazy to say who won what but overall, Crescent Canoeing did an AMAZING JOB.
C DIV CHAMPIONS!
We were cheering like cows when we heard Temasek got 1st runner up cos..hehe we knew we'd get first. (yea I know we're mean D: ) So we screamed and jumped for joy and clapped so much. People must have thought we were crazy. OH WELL. I love my team to itty bitty pieces!

Random fact:
Gina and I were ahem. Obsessing over this haha guy from haha school who was wearing a haha pink bag and pink flip flops! Omg. So cool!

Another random fact:
SJI canoiests are weird. Pulling girls rubber bands. And I can't believe my juniors are so. c-c-c-crazy about them. Oh well, you've only got a life once so just fuck it up right. Hahah (okay not funny but wtv!)

Then team dinner. I love Seoul Garden's coffee chicken! Very yummy. But I think I ate way more than I should have, especially since I had a sore throat. OH WELL. It was fun. We had fun. It was great (: Pics are up there, go look at them. Bababa. And I was kinda happy coach condescended to come with us for team dinner! :D That was fun. HEH.

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Nice description over.
I think I'd rate myself er
1/10?
Wow. Such an amazing 10% (:

oh well. Did I mention how much life sucks?

2008-07-12T22:00:00.002+08:00

Why won't you ever see how much you mean to me?

Why do you have to turn a blind eye to everything I say or do?

Why has everything turned out like this?

Why?
Do you see how much my heart hurts, just to see you?
Do you know how often I think about you?
Do you even remember who I am?
Do you?

Okay ignore the crap on top. And as always, I'm too lazy to post up the pics today. I'll post them soon, I promise!

2008-07-11T22:37:00.002+08:00

When you're different, sometimes you don't see the millions of people who accept you for what you are. All you notice is the one person who doesn't.

I LOVE CRESCENT CANOEING (:
mucho mucho. Am very proud of my wonderful juniors. Congrats people, love each and every one of you! (K)!
Team dinner was awesome fun, shall upload the pictures tomorrow. I hope. Finally some pictures to liven up this dead, damn blog of mine. woohoo

(p.s. I love you, don't ever forget that)

2008-07-10T21:47:00.000+08:00

After tomorrow, I'd pretty much have given up on life.
Cos life sucks, and you know it does.
I've had enough of you using me, treating me like some damn messenger and go between.
If you wanna find out stuff, Figure out yourself. I can't be bothered anymore.

I'm tired. Do you know?

2008-07-09T21:17:00.004+08:00

01. What's more important? Money or Love?

money, since I don't really believe in Love anymore. just kidding

02. Do you ever turn you cell phone off?

Yea

03. What happened at 10.00am today?

I was cheering my butt off for CRESCENT CANOEING (;

04. When did you last cry?

During dinner. I laughed too much.

05. What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?

I don't like peanut butter

06. What do you want in your life right now?

Everything I can't have, hah.

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?

Maybe umbrella, maybe hood, maybe nothing

08. What is your favourite thing to have on your bed?

Pillow and bolster and stuff toys

09. What bottom are you wearing now?

None.

10. What is the nicest text in your inbox say?

Hey ash i hope ure still in hk when u see this. have a gd time in sg and have a safe trip!miss u -lou

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?

yea.

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?

Nope

13. What was the last movie you caught?

err. Prince Caspian!

14. What are you proud of?

Pwning you

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?

YES. Reading your message too! Hahah, okay, i'm at the paragon. Hope my mom doesn't see me snooping around. Oh, and why is there a crescentian walking around? -Lester

16. If you have a chance to migrate where will you migrate to?

I've already migrated to HK, lol.

17. Do you have any nicknames?

Yea

18. What does your last received text message say?

Ohh, same time? -Lester

20. Are you currently happy?

No?

21. Who gives you best advice?

Myself? jk, i dunno

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?

I would if I could

23. Who did you talk to on phone last night?

no one

24. Is anything bugging you right now?

yea

25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?

sister

26. Do you wear toe socks?

No, but I think they're cute

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?

My sister

28. Have you ever had your heart broken?

It is already

29. What annoys you most in a person?

Bitch factor!! kidding

30. Who treated you to recess today?

No one

31. Have you ever done cocaine?

No..

32. What is the colour of your room?

whiteish purple

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?

yea, you. kidding

34. Do you believe in the saying “talk is cheap”?

yup

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?

ME!(:

36. Who was the last person to hug you?

Sam tan?

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?

er no.

38. Do you have a life?

No

39. Have you ever thought someone died, when they really didn't?

Nope

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?

Don't have one

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?

Can't remember

42. Last time you smiled?

just now

43. Have you changed this year?

Yeah..

44. What are you listening right now?

The fan in my room spinning round and round

45. Are you talking to someone when you are doing this?

Yea, 6

46. Do you walk with your eyes opened or closed?

Depends (:

47. Is there a quote you live by?

Some things have to be broken before they can be fixed

48. Do you want someone you can't have?

Yup

49. Have you ever played an instrument?

Recorder? and Violin (:

50. What was the worst idea you have had in this week?

Not telling you

51. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?

Talking on MSN

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?

almost non existent so go figure what that means

53. What song best describe your love life?

Do you know (the ping pong song) -Enrique Iglesias

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?

Nope

56. Who always make you laugh?

Myself

56. Do you speak any other languages besides English?

chinese

57. Favourite website?

facebook!!

58. What your middle name?

Don't have one

59. What are you doing tomorrow?

Gonna cheer for team mates (: and i'm baking

60. What do you think you are like?

Problematic

61. Who will you choose to die with?

Myself,

62. Where have you been today?

Macritchie

63. What game do you play often?

Gold miner!!

64. Who are you missing right now?

Not telling you

65. Choose between friends and gf/bf.

Friends? I think.

66. What are you doing right now?

Blogging, Chatting

67. Which primary school are you from?

RGPS
68. Name 3 colours that you like?

Purple, Black, White

69. What emotion do you like to show?

hyperness

70. What is your life to you?

A sad story

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?

Bottle it up and then blow, poof

72. Who did you last chat with on msn today?

Klare, Clare, Lester, Zanita, Daniel, Louise, Isabelle

73. Who do you admire most?

Dunno

74. Which month are you born in?

September

75. How are you feeling right now?

Sad

76. What is the time now?

9.40 pm

77. Where are you now?

Home

78. What colour did you use to dye hair?

Never died it

79. What is the highest alcoholic percentage you have had consume?

40%?

80. What do you do when you are moody?

depends

81. At which age you wish to get marry?

Dunno

82. Do you hate going school?

Hell yea

83. Do you think you have enough confidence?

No way

84. Who is the person you trust the most?

Jessica

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?

Yup

86. If you could have a dream come true, what would it be?

Move back to SG

87. What is your goal for this year?

Years Commendation and a 7 for PP

88. Do you believe in eternity love?

Yea, but it doesn't happen to most people

89. What feeling do you love most?

Being loved?

90. What's your hand phone model?

w850i

91. What feeling you hate the most?

dunno

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?

Yup

93. Do you believe in God?

YES!(:

94. Who cares for you the most?

My bolster

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?

Friends, Family, Canoeing

96. What will you bring when you fight?

a dead body

97. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?

A lot of things

98. How would you feel when everyone no longer cares for you?

Dunno

99. What if your stead two-timed you?

Never happened, but I don't know..really

100. What do you want now?

Didn't that question come up just now?

yep i'm bored

2008-07-09T20:26:00.001+08:00

CRESCENT CANOEING FTW

I don't think I'd be able to describe my love for all them girls just using words. You guys are awesome (;

love each and every one of you!

2008-07-05T15:44:00.002+08:00

I ran across a picture you took of me and you crossed my mind.
I still hear you saying you love me when I close my eyes.

Yep I'm a troubled kid, I know.

2008-07-04T22:57:00.002+08:00

Why play with fire when you know you'll get burnt?

That seems to be quite the question to ask doesn't it? Well I'm guessing the reason for me would be, "I don't know." I've been stuck in this situation countless times, I should probably be an expert at answering this question but why am I still stuck with a blank face and no answers? You once asked me, if I knew how hurt you were. I did.
I could ask you the same question now. Do you know how hurt I am? Why bother asking a question to which I already know the answer? No.

2008-06-28T21:37:00.004+08:00

I don't think I've ever felt so contradicting before. Right now, my mind's telling me irrational things and my heart's telling me the exact opposite. I'm going against my strongest beliefs. I want to, yet I don't at the same time.

Your ex-lover is dead

2008-06-25T20:12:00.004+08:00

Righty, so gramma was digging through her room and guess what? She found a whole collection full of old pictures :) I SWEAR I USED TO BE SO CUTE!!! Well yea, what happened right? Nah, I'm still really cute, I know :D

So I found some pictures taken at the somethingsomething world in Thailand. I WAS LIKE, 5 YEARS OLD THEN? OMG SO CUTE! Plus some pics from an oldold wedding from my mom's side. I am going to eat myself up! So yea, the pictures aren't that HQ cos I took them with a camera and so you might be able to see the reflection of MOI in the background so shush, don't complain. I was pretty much hyperventilating when I saw these pics. whooooo

At the airport :D I'm pretty sure it's the SG one since there's that sign with yellow words...(I don't really know if that made sense)

I looked through all the pictures and I pretty much realised one thing:
I USED TO BE A POSEUR. HAHAHAHAHAA!
check out my cool posing skills in all the pictures.

Poseur #2

I HAVE BLUE SHOES! that means Rachel has red shoes...hahaha. She used to bully me when I was young ); So I got the blue shoes and she got the pretty red shoes! I STILL REMEMBER!

I REALLY LIKE THIS PIC YO. the leaning tower of pisa in the bg is pretty cool eh?

!!! I LOVED THIS RIDE!

Yea, poseur #3. I'm the one with "wo" written on my dress. I remember I had to get a pic for one of those show and tell thingys in Pri School and I used this pic. AND SINCE THERE WERE TWO OF US, I had to show which one I was. I think this was the Olympics theater?

SO CUTE, RIGHT?!?!?!?!?!?!?

I've got more pics at home but I really can't be bothered to post them all up. Cos I am a cool lazy butttttttt. So have fun going gagagagaga over the veryvery cute me and don't waste the tissue at home just cos you're crying over how cute I am :D (very obviously, I am having my ego moments. :D )

2008-06-25T13:25:00.002+08:00

1) At what age do you wish to get married ?
er. i dunno if i'll even marry someone.

2) Study hard or play hard ?
play like shit haha

3) Who is the person you trust most ?
Jess?

4) Why do you think you have not enough confidence ?
cos i just don't

5) If you have a dream come true , what would you want it to be ?
not stating it here even though i'm very sure what i want

6) What is your idea of a bf or gf ?
Honest, caring, funny, easy to talk to, er and a whole list more but i think i'll stop here

7) What is your goal this year ?
YEARS COMMENDATION

8) Do you believe in eternal love ?
I'd like to but I don't think I can?

9) If you have all the time in the world but no money , what would you do ?
Go die

10) If time were to unwind , what would you change ?
change the fact i even existed

11) Which period of time made you want to break down ?
erm.

12) What feelings do you hate the most ?
erm

13) Do you cherish all of the friendships you have ?
most of them, not all

14) Do you believe in love at first sight ?
yup, the notebook!

15) What do you think are the most important things in your life ?
Family, friends, Canoeing Team (:

16) Who do you want to be always behind you ?
Family. Friends.

17) People who are going to be hated by you ?
erm?

18) Describe the person who tagged you in five words .
i just stole this quiz somewhere

19) How many percent do you think you are in front of your friends ?
your mom percent

20) Life is..
a cheeseball

2008-06-16T21:41:00.004+08:00

Somebody won't let go of his heart but the truth is
It's painless
Letting your love show

Have you ever felt so disillusioned, sometimes you just feel like running across the road and getting knocked down by a car just so people would actually notice your existence? Have you ever felt like jumping out of the window, just so you'd have that little Superman moment, flying in the air tasting the sweet scent of freedom? Have you ever felt like splashing into the oceans and getting hidden far far beneath the waters at the ocean bed, just so you could seek refuge from the cold and bleak world?

~~Just one more week, I know I can do this.~~

2008-06-11T22:31:00.005+08:00

And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

I'm getting so sick & tired of school, sometimes I really just want to jump up and down and bounce out of the roof. I've had it with people's false pretense. I've had it with being unable to meet people's expectations. I've had it with these places; these faces. I've had it with just about everything. Someone, help?
I don't think anyone's there

2008-06-09T21:14:00.007+08:00

Sometimes I feel like there's no gettin through to you
Like you don't appreciate all that I do

School's ending soon and I am a happy girl :)
It's been raining for the past few days. But the rain stopped today :)
Stinkin mosquitoes breeding everywhere. I HATE THEM
I have a total of like...8? bites on my right FOOT, not even my whole leg.
Scars, and more. Hatezx for life

6th/7th June 08
Had a blast at the Beas River Country Club with loves
I'll let the pictures do the talking

credits to picnik (use facebook!)

Since a picture says a thousand words, there's a 7000 words & more post for you :)

2008-05-31T23:13:00.004+08:00

I guess it's over
My memory plays our tune
The same old song

Don't you wish love was simple and carefree?
Just like that?

2008-05-01T16:57:00.002+08:00

There is a time for everything under heaven.

A time to give birth and a time to die.
A time to plant, and a time to sow.
A time to kill and a time to heal.
A time to tear down and a time to build up.
A time to weep, and a time to laugh.
A time to mourn and a time to dance.
A time to throw stones and a time to gather stones together.
A time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing.
A time to search, and a time to give up what is lost.
A time to keep and a time to throw away.
A time to tear apart, and a time to sew together,
A time to be silent and a time to speak.
A time to love, and a time to hate.

A time for war, and a time for peace."

-King Solomon
The Holy Bible

2008-04-26T20:41:00.002+08:00

Remember when you'd stand on the table and scream out "I am king of the world" ?
Remember when you'd colour pictures of a garden with butterflies and flowers?
Remember when you'd cry because you didn't get your ice cream when the ice cream van drove past your house?
Remember when you'd fold a thousand paper cranes and put them in a glass jar?
Remember when you'd run over grassy meadows, hand in hand with your best friend?

Remember when you were young?

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I know I remember those days

Life's been a rather hectic mess lately with loads of shit happening in school. Not gonna elaborate much on that here. If you wanna know, ask me. I might not tell you though, depends on who you are.
I have a bajillion mozzie bites on my left leg right now. From camp.
I guess camp was a rather ...fulfilling experience. If you're into the mangroves and rivers and sandy shores with crabs and shrimps, I'd say it'd be fun for you. Visiting the rivers was fun. Feeling the breeze in your hair, plunging into the ice cold water. Feels like heaven. I never liked leaving.

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right now i feel like shit
i still dont get why life is so fucked up
compared with the people in africa. they may say we're rich and we have nothing to worry about.
they just have to worry about food and water and a place to stay.
sometimes, i guess you dont know what life on the other side of the world is like

2008-04-07T22:28:00.002+08:00

tagged by brandon

a) List 7 habits / quirks / facts about yourself.

1. I listen to the rhythm of the rain♥
2. My newest addictions are Grey's anatomy and Country Lad (horse!)
3. I have a white Sony Ericsson phone...
4. I have a terrible temper. I rant like shit if I'm pissed
5. I like someone now (which is kinda sad)
6. I like Lisa Jackson from ANTM Cycle 9
7. I wanna call my kid meredith when I grow up

-even more random facts. i'm bored-
8. I wanna go to Venice and travel down the lake in a gonzola
9. I wanna go to the Sagrada Familia in Barcelona
10. I wanna go to Melbourne and lie in the lavender fields
11. I want someone to take me stargazing.

b) Tag 7 people to do the same.
zanita
uni
siying
joey
jessica
nisa
victoria

2008-04-07T22:07:00.003+08:00

School is boring

Life is boring

Everything's boring

Can something just happen? OMG, anything

HAIZ

hate life

tired of being sorry

2008-04-04T23:53:00.002+08:00

over the past few days.

1st April 2008.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIYING.

POINKY!!! i love you loads loads loads. i'm sorry i didn't give you anything D: not even a letter bababa....but i will when i go back yea? loveyou! missyou loads too! i hope you had a great birthdayyy! sorry for the...no picture with you. cos i realised...i look like shit in all my pics with you :S

APRIL FOOLS DAY!!!!

haha so stupid and i hate ernest lim x 1234567890. stupid asshole gave me some link to this optical illusion thing and me being the very gullible person i am, clicked on the damn link, stared at the pic and then......AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. stinking kid's face with weird teeth appears on the background. and then the usual screams and shit and i was fucking scared of the damn frikkin kid. how nice =.=

2nd April 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEY CHAN!

i loveloveloveloveloveloveloveloveloveloveloveloveloveloveloveyou! (i typed that out, not Ctrl+V)! i hope you had a great day today and OMG YOU'RE 15!!! ahma :D congrats on the vp in council! I MISS YOU!!!

loveyou!

random pic:

i love country lad (L)

2008-03-21T22:01:00.001+08:00

am very tempted to shut this blog down

don't be surprised if i do, just if

You & Me

2008-03-10T19:44:00.003+08:00

'Cause it's you and me

And all of the people with nothing to do

Nothing to lose

And it's you and me and all other people

And I don't know why,

I can't keep my eyes off of you

Sick again. -.- How nice, and mom's freaking out that I may have bronchitis again. *stares around wildly*
I kinda hope I do though..then I might get an extension for my homework and of course....lose weight :D
Geo Field trip today was teh love. Considering the fact that I don't like dimsum that much, it wasn't that bad after all (after lathering it with chilli, haha). But it was kinda fun I guess. It was kinda fun trying to find people to ask for the Geography survey, and ooh. We happened to ask a French dude and I'm assuming his wife. Cool eh? Bought candy (L) and went back to school.
I have a niece (; and her name's Avelyn. I don't think I've come across a person with that name before. Woopiedoo, am quite happy (:

2008-03-08T23:24:00.001+08:00

"The best love is the kind that awakens the sould and makes us reach for more
That plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds"

The Notebook

2008-03-08T11:50:00.002+08:00

Here I am againWith nothing left inside
Now I don't wanna
But I gotta
Let You Go

the week's finally over!(: And that's one week closer to the Easter Holidays! Ooh, can't wait can't wait can't wait. But that means, I have more homework due. Stinkin CT Designs, SOYABEAN ESSAY(!!! O;) and English Essay on Of mice and men. How wonderful. I haven't even chosen the stinkin essay topic for English yet.

So, we were watching the movie for "Of mice and men" yesterday. And what I figured out from watching the movie. Life was never meant to work out. Friends may be there for you sometimes, but not all the time. The ending? Shot through the back of his head, by his best friend.

That's life for you. Even though the movie was such that the gunshot was for his own good, that ain't always the case in life. Friends won't be there for you, when you need them the most. Even though they'll be all, "BFFs forever!" How long is forever? 2 or 3 years? Or let's say, 2 or 3 months? That's how quickly friendships die out.

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Casio Cameras hate me. Just got a new one yesterday, fucking camera decides to screw up on me again. Go me, I think my dad's never ever ever gonna get me a camera. whoopie

2008-03-05T22:41:00.003+08:00

drama presentation was seriously effed up. wee
am very prepared to get a 4 for drama. wee^2 (/sarcasm)
just finished ct! am uploading it wee^3

am very tired now. goodnight

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okay not yet.
Jeannette's gone ); She's probably in Perth now. D;
Will miss the 2G2 days,
her screaming and jumping around
her lame jokes
her crazy laughter
I love my chairperson [:
have fun in Perth, Jeannette!
(even though you ain't gonna see this)

2008-03-04T17:24:00.003+08:00

someone once told me to tell you this
I didn't want to, cos I thought things weren't that bad
but that ain't the case anymore,
To change the world, start from yourself first
I don't care who the fuck you go and complain to, your whatever friends (I'm making this really obvious who I'm directing this already)
you can go cry/scream/shout/jump
I don't give a flying shit about it, it doesn't fucking matter to me any more.
I've had enough of trying to talk to you when all you give me is some fucked up attitude
you can say it doesn't matter to you anymore, but you know what I think?
did it ever matter in the first place?

2008-03-03T22:41:00.000+08:00

am very angry

you better fucking know where your priorities are
now i know why the hell that got taken away from you
cos you fucking deserve it

2008-03-02T16:24:00.003+08:00

Choose 14 people

use each person onceSo they are..
One: Victoria
Two: Valencia
Three: Geraldine
Four:Casandra
Five: Andrea
Six: Joey
Seven: Jessica
Eight: Kerry
Nine: Brandon
Ten: Sasi
Eleven: Lester
Twelve: Louise
Thirteen: UNI (poop)
Fourteen: Antonia

One (Victoria)
how old is this person? 14 years old
Does she/her live near you? We're literally seas apart, so you go figure out if thats near or not
Do you love this person? Very much
What is his/her hair color? Black
Do you have this person's number?Yea!
Have you ever kissed this person? CHEEK
Would you do anything with or for this person? definitely
Would you take a bullet for this person? Anyday, anytime

Two (Valencia)
What is his/her middle name? Rui wen
How old is this person? 14 years old
Whats their favorite thing to do? tennis?
What is he/she best at? being a sheep. (:
What color are their eyes? brown
Would you take a bullet for this person? without hesitation, yea
What is this person's best features? Everything (:

Three (Geraldine)
What's best about him/her?She totally makes my day
Does this person have good taste in music? I guess so
What does this person do for a living? Go hyper
Is this person kind of a loner? Nahh
What is his/her eye color? dark brown
Name one thing you don't like having to do with him/her? I like everything I do with her (;
By the way, how old is she? 14 years old

Four (Casandra)
What is the best thing about this person? No best thing, everything's GREAT
What is the worst thing about this person? She bullies me O; lol, jk
What color is this person's eyes? brown
What would you do if this person disappeared? Cry everyday
Why do you like this person? Cos she's my love
Do you have his/her number?yep
What does this person think of rap music? Nothing great?
Would you take a bullet for this person? Shoot me (:

Five (Andrea)
How long have you known this person? Since sec 1!
What does he/she do best? Be mushy mushy. LOL
Does this person still have their natural hair color? yea
Is he/she single? UHHHH
What don't you like about him/her? EVERYTHING!! lol, just kidding. i love her
Why would this person cry? Cos of the person she loves??
Why would she/he smile?Cos of the person she loves??

Six (Joey)
Would you take this person to six flags? Yea, when I find out what that is
How old is she/he? 14 years old
Do they like music? Doesn't everyone?
What is his/her middle name? Zu er
Do you honestly like this person at all? Course not, I looove her
What is his/her number?Not tellling you
Does this person take part in illegal activities?Does jaywalking count? Wait...does she even do that??

Seven (Jessica)
Why do you talk to this person? Cos she's my DP#1
What does he/she do for a living? Bake cookies!
And their number is? ain't telling you
What does this person do for fun? Eat pb! :p
Is this person on your top 8? duh
Why or why not? Cos she kicks more ass than you do
Would you date him/her? If i was a guy, hell yea (:

Eight (Kerry)
Do you even like him/her?-looks weirdly-
why or why not? cos I've known her since P4?!
Do you have their number? yea
What does this person do for fun? run
Is he/she a quiet person? that's the last thing I'd call her
What do you like best about him/her? She looks like a bunny (HAHAHAH)
And is he/she a close friend? I guess so

Nine (Brandon)
what his her/his sign? Virgo
Can this person sing well? YEA
What their middle name?don't know
Do they like rubber duckies? yea!
What is her/his favorite drink?ditto that
Why do you talk to this person? Cos he's Brandon (:

Ten (Sasi)
Their hair color? black
How about their eye color? dark brown
Have you ever actually met this person? yea.....
What do you like most about him? He's hilarious and owes me sushi!
Do you have their number? yea
What does he/she do for a living? Kill crocodiles, lol just kidding

Eleven (Lester)
What does he/she do for fun? Tennis? (hehehe)
Have you ever seen this person run?No
What kinda music do they listen to? everything
Have you been to their house? uh, no
Does this person have a car? nope
Does this person take part in illegal activities? Jaywalk!
What is this person's middle name? eng wah? or wing wah?

Twelve (Louise)
Have you kissed this person?Nope
Is he/she single? Yea, but she's got many admirers. hehe
What do they do best?Draw?? I dunno, that's just one thing
What do they do worst? dunno
Is this person a loner? no=.=
Why do you hang with him/her? Uhh, cos I do??

Thirteen (UNI)
Why do you talk to him/her? Cos I love inching her xD
What is his/her favorite thing to do? Don't wanna know....hehehehehe
Does this person dress up for Halloween? No? don't think so
How tall is this person? 166?
What is his/her hair color? Black.
Eye color? Dark brown.
What does this person do for a living? Draw

Fourteen (Antonia)
Is this person fourteen years old?yea .
What is his/her lucky number? 3.142 :D
Ok so why do you like him/her? She's da loove
Whats his/her middle name? Don't know ):
Do you talk to him/her like everyday? almost..
What do you like least about this person? She's skinny >:(
Where does he/she work? School?

BORED
but i'm not supposed to be. fugging ct due this wednesday. PFFT

2008-03-02T15:24:00.006+08:00

Hi ho hey yo people, pics from nong nong ago

Art hw. super screwed and still not finished. psht, it's for screen printing btw

Kiddie on the ferry

Cow candy!

Genie babyyy (Eugenia)

lol.

Love Joyce (:

The hand there's kinda scary :O

Stinkin Len didn't wanna take pics =.=

I still love her loads though Y

weeeeeeeeeeee

i look insanely bad here,psht

Ferry

Love my babe

Love cas(:

jiayi pig : D

Macs, day of CNY celebrations. (6th Feb)

I'm bored, and there's school tomorrow. I really don't wanna go, and my head hurts.

2008-03-02T00:24:00.001+08:00

I didn't cry the day you moved away
I didn't think that I could feel this pain
Until I saw the stranger that was you

Whatever happened to our innocence
And the somethin' that you said about being friends
Tell me how
Help me say the words out loud

Could it be
That nothings gonna change
Cause time has got a way of taking back
Everything you thought you had

Can you see
The girl you used to be
The one I lost when I let go of you
Oh whatever happened to
Mary Jane
Ooh ooh

I need to wake up from this state of mind
The situation is the same kind
I gotta get your memory out of my head

Would you catch me if I had to fall
Would you even find the time for that at all
Tell me how
Help me say the words out loud

Could it be
That nothings gonna change
Time has got a way of taking back
Everything you thought you had

Can you see
The girl you used to be
The one I lost when I let go of you
\h whatever happened to
Mary Jane
Ooh ooh

Ooh ooh
Cause time has taken back
Everything I thought we had
Mary Jane..

Could it be
Nothings gonna change
Cause time has got a way of taking back
Everything you thought you had

Can you see
The girl you used to be
The one I lost when I let go of you
Oh whatever happened to
Mary Jane
Ooh ooh
Oh whatever happened to
Ooh ooh
Mary Jane

2008-02-29T21:39:00.003+08:00

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cos even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I wanted to watch juno today ); but I wasn't allowed to, mrawh.
I want my tan back, GR compare these pictures

July

February

CAN YOU SEE THE FRIGGIN DIFFERENCE?!
i can >;(

This is what I get for getting outta canoeing, greaat. Just great, totally awesome [/sarcasm]

Clara's birthday party tomorrow(;

2008-02-29T16:47:00.001+08:00

school and msn are just about the gayest things ever, period
fucking screwed up chem test
and my msn contacts are freakin wonky right now. so who's online and who's not. =.=

2008-02-28T21:08:00.002+08:00

Don't lose your heart under the covers baby
Just like everyone you said you loved
Don't expect the doves to pick you from the ground
Because baby I've pinned them down one by one.

Quite wonky about We the Kings now. (:
Anyone got songs? Send please, if you have me on msn that is. hehe

2008-02-28T18:29:00.002+08:00

Gone away are the golden days
Just a page in my diary
So here I am, a utopian citizen
Still convinced there's no such thing as idealism

Memories they're following me like a shadow now
And I'm dreaming
And I've already suffered the fever of disbelief

I've seen your act
And I know all the facts
I'm still in love with who I wish you were
It ain't hard to see
Who you are underneath
I'm still in love with who I wish you were
And I wish you were here

I was true as the sky is blue
I couldn't soon say the same for you
So now I find denial in my eyes
I'm mesmerized by the picture that's in my mind

Tell me when I'll finally see your shallow heart
For what it is
Cause I don't want to keep on believing in illusions

Sometimes I can't explain
And I'm so sorry that I can't
I'll try to concentrate
On your true identity

I've seen your act
And I know all the facts
I'm still in love with who I wish you were
It ain't hard to see
Who you are underneath
I'm still in love with who I wish you were
And I wish you were here

2008-02-27T17:08:00.003+08:00

I am not the kind
That will hide
Beneath the lights
And lyrical one liners
I can't stand the hype

-----------edit------------------

Excuse me, the post up there *points above* was quite full of bs. Don't read it if you don't want to.
School today was boring. Rounders was so shit, I kept throwing the bat. -_- But at least it was quite fun. The bus ride back was stupid, with a jerk sitting at the back, showing off his knowledge on Hokkien. Effing bastard. ~~hopeheburnshislampah~~
The drama presentation was postponed! Possibly the best thing which happened today. But the rest of the day was pure shit. Need I elaborate more?
I thought about you the whole day today, do you know? But I bet you don't. I'm probably stuffed way back in the bottom of your brain. Or in the first place, do I even exist anymore to you?

2008-02-26T17:31:00.003+08:00

Every smile you fake is so condescending
Counting all the scars you made
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you

ISA today was pretty shit, about 10 comprehensions(mcq and answers) and a freakin persuasive essay on whether poor people or endangered animals require more help. And again, in 30 minutes. I wrote quite a lot of bs in the essay, like only one and a half pages, so I'm not expecting to do very well. Jeez. Science was boring, talking about bananas and their phallic appearances. Go look up the dictionary if you wanna know what it means, or if not, you can just think sick.

I got a 7 for the Maths Semestral test, and I am quite disappointed in myself. Not that I did really badly or anything, I just could have done better. And I still can't believe *ahem* got higher than me, wtf. Ashley, go bang your head against a wall.

I hate drama with an intense amount of fury, yea I do. Freakin presentation tomorrow, I'm not even halfway near done with the freakin script and we haven't even practised. Fucking shit. Am totally prepared to get screwed tomorrow, because of the drama presentation and partially because of the freakin math quiz tomorrow on exponential functions. Great, I can see myself walking to school tomorrow like a zombie. Whee much? I don't think so, try being in my shoes.

Raindrops in action, taken a long long long time ago.

I wanna go Home
Let me go Home

2008-02-25T18:29:00.000+08:00

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this round

ISA(International Schools Assessment) today was quite a waste of time. The maths paper was incredibly easy and they gave so much time. -_-

The english test wasn't that good though, 35 minutes to write an essay? No shit, I couldn't finish it. Ah whatever, I don't really care, cos it's not graded anyway. (That was bs, cos I actually do care)

Brecht presentation on wednesday, I'm really very screwed for it. Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I've been having a cough for a few days now, and I hope I d0 cough my lungs out, cos at least I have a reason not to go to school. Awesome, no?

I don't know why, I've just been stuffing my face with food today. And that sucks, cos I can feel the fats piling up on my face. Then again, I probably know why I've been gorging. Ah well, life sucks.

Another ISA test tomorrow, I hope it wont be that screwed up. And nooo, maths tomorrow. I kinda wanna get back my semestral test but I'm quite positive I screwed up really bad ):

100_snapshots

I really like this pic a lot

I can't remember where's this from

100_snapshots

I heart baba (:

Joey's the bestest friend I could ask for, (well there are more but...)
love you loads baby (:

Lying at your feet
Begging for your love

2008-02-24T21:24:00.000+08:00

"Thought this place was paradise, never realized it was just real life."

-Johnny Kapahala

I really don't wanna go to school tomorrow. PSHT. But the start of the new week is good....I guess, cos it means chingching. Yeaa, I have a total of sucker! HK dollars in my piggy bank(or place I keep $$ in -.-)

I love Geraldine

She really does know how to make me laugh when it's just one of those days.

Hate the shit life is dealing me, yeah whatever.

~~you don't see it do you?~~

2008-02-24T16:54:00.001+08:00

"Summer romances begin for all kinds of reasons, but when all is said and done, they have one thing in common. They're shooting stars, a spectacular moment of light in the heavens, fleeting glimpse of eternity, and in a flash they're gone"
------------------------------------------------
Dear God,

PLEASE GIVE ME THE STRENGTH TO RESIST THE TEMPTATION OF EATING ); (and even though eating ain't that bad, we're talking chocolate sundaes and candy here.)

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP. boing! (-.-)

I really really REALLY need to start working on the presentation on why Brecht dislikes contemporary theatre. z^infinity

Singapore air show today! I wanna go....... bzzz. Hate all the people going >:( lol, just kidding. I'm incredibly bored now, and I really don't feel like doing anything, besides going to the beach, lying down on the warm sand, soaking up the sun. WHAT SUN IS THERE WINTER?!??!? psht, winter please end soon. ):
But I've got this feeling I'm gonna hate spring when it comes, cos it's gonna be so hot, and I'll just be like ahhhhhhh, dammnit, when's winter coming! I think I'm thinking a bit too much about a month from now. Or slightly lesser, poopoo.
take one step at a time

P.S. (I Love You)not

I just realized, that all my blog posts, are about me complaining and blabla. How sad.

P.P.S.S (xoxo)

I wish I could tell you how much I like you, and I'm secretly hoping you feel the same way.

2008-02-24T00:01:00.000+08:00

You got a way of spreading magic everywhere
Anywhere I go, I know you're always there
It sounds ridiculous, but when you leave a room
There's a part of me that just wants to follow you too

I hate being in sticky situations. But somehow, I just can't seem to stay out of them can I? Out of one, into another one. Just out of that last one, into one more, again. Hate the shit life is dealing me.

Okay, should really learn to stop complaining.

The night was quite good, I must say. Nearly got lost though, looking for Daddy to go for dinner. Dinner was awesome, ♥ vietnamese food forever. But the stinkin asshole simply had to forget my order *rolls eyes* and I had to eat some other stuff while waiting for the noodles to come, and in the end, I ate too much of the other stuff and I couldn't eat that much of my wonderful noodles. How sad, passed the bowl of cold rice noodles with lemon gras(!!!!) to my brother, who gladly gobbled it up. The rest of the food was excellent though, especially the soft shell crab. :D So if anyone comes to HK, tell me. I'll bring you there for lunch/dinner or something. But gotta be there really early, cos there's a crazy queue.

Did I mention, that we were with one of the father's friends, Uncle Sunny(sp?) ? It was so hilarious cos the two of them were fighting over the bill(literally). Walked around ifc for a while after that, sat down for B&Js! ChocChipCookie Dough kicks ass, or mine at least. But I'm pretty sure it kicks many other people's asses as well.

AM I EVEN MAKING SENSE =.=

I'd bet 100 bucks that I'm not. And I'd win that bet, so technically, I don't win or lose cos I'm betting with myself. God, I'm going crazy.

2008-02-23T12:56:00.000+08:00

I lay on my bed
Staring up at the ceiling
Pictured life in a decade
Did I see you and me?

I am quite insanely bored at home. alone. It's getting kinda freaky around here and I have absolutely no idea how to spend the next few hours by myself. But thank God I'm going out later, so I won't have to spend the whole day stuck and staring at these four walls surrounding me. Psht. I know I said I was going to starve(or try to), I haven't really been succeeding. I've been eating so much, I think I'm getting quite disgusted with myself. Grr.
Reports yesterday was pure shit. I got like... 44/63?! And I still can't believe I got a 6 for maths -.- (out of 7). Hate school, hate maths for life. Must get a years next term! ROAR. Congrats to those who got years and heads commendations! (:
Next week is going to be quite a hectic week, English test on tuesday(I think), Maths test and Brecht presentation on wednesday, CT Investigation due and Science test on friday. Someone just kill me please, k thanks.

Being home alone, sucks.
Wait, I think I've said that before -.-

2008-02-21T21:39:00.000+08:00

Run baby run, don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance

Maths test today was positively screwed up shit. I'm so bad at maths now, it's quite impossible how sad it is. I can't wait for tomorrow, I'm guessing it'll be a better day? Well probably not though, cos reports are coming out. I'm really really not prepared to see my report, cos I know I haven't done well at all this term. Geography is going to be shit, chinese too, art and probably PE. Excellenttt. Chinese class just now pissed the hell outta me. Got chased out for absolutely no reason at all. -.-

Oh well, at least it's the weekends tomorrow!(: And after tomorrow, I won't have to be cautious about who I speak to xD (inside joke)

oh and, before I forget,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTER! :D

I know i look very weird here. Psht.
You're 19 this year, and becoming an ahma. :D wheeeeeee, hope you like the gloves I got for your birthday present! (: (even though you're probably not gonna read this -_-) XOXO, muah

Don't sell your heart

Don't say we're not meant to be

Run baby run

Forever will be you and me

2008-02-20T21:55:00.000+08:00

Something's going on, what is wrong

I want you to be here, why won't you come

And spend some time with me, can't you see

Have we come undone

Is this the end of our song

"My head feels like a wooden block and I can feel a forest fire approaching"

Awesome. I have an IMPORTANT math test tomorrow, and I get a burning headache now. Perfect, what a great way to revise for the freakin test. And on top of that, I've got an annoying asshole bugging me about **************. Ask online if you want to know.
It's disgusting how you try to gain attention and sympathy from everyone.

2008-02-19T22:02:00.000+08:00

Let's just take our time
There's nothing else to do
What better way to spend the night
Than wasting it with you
The moon has won the war
The daylight waits to end
Stay here by my side
We'll watch the struggle start again

I swear the house I live in is spooky shit. I nearly got pwned by a freakin ceiling light -_-
So anyway, this was what happened in point form. *ahemclearsthroat*

I was bathing
Got out of the shower, starts changing
Halfway while changing, lights suddenly go off
Split second after that, light above me drops
I scream like there's no tomorrow
Left foot one step, step on glass
Brother & Rachel rush here
Runs out of toilet

There you go, a simple and brief explanation of how Ashley gets pwned by the fallen ceiling light and nearly dies. Very cool eh? So I grabbed my clothes after that and went to get changed in some other toilet. I'm kinda happy that I didn't get hit by it, but at the same time, daaaaamn, why didn't the ~~light~~glass cover just fall on my head?

Okay, now at least I can say. OOOH, I've had a close experience with death(not related to cars though). Don't have to tell me how lame I am, I already know.

Oh and, Lester Tan, get well soon (: don't zhuang qiang and die. haha :D

The time it took to find you
I would
Wait
again my baby
The feelings that
I feel with you now, yeah

2008-02-18T21:11:00.000+08:00

Caught up in circles confusion

Its nothing new

I must be going quite crazy, or either that, my tastebuds have just gone wonky. I still can't believe I'm eating an avocado sub from subway!?

I'm guessing it's the first. I'm going crazy
yeayea, crazy from wanting to lose weight. but in the first place, does avocado even help you to lose weight? :O

Avocado:
A whole medium avocado contains approximately 21 grams of fat, though most
of it is monounsaturated fat.
Avocados also have 60% more potassium than bananas. They are rich in B
vitamins, as well as vitamin E and vitamin K.
They have the highest fiber content of any fruit - including 75% insoluble and
25% soluble fiber.
fatty triol (fatty alcohol) with one double bond, avocadene
(16-heptadecene-1,2,4-triol), is found in avocado.

Greatttttt. So I just got half an avocado in my sub. Awesome. 10.5 freakin grams of fat. So much for losing weight. I desperately need to lose 7 kg. ); CNY goodies still haven't been cleared out of my house. what a great plan for losing weight =.= more like a straight path to gaining 3 kg.

2008-02-18T17:59:00.001+08:00

If I were to run to the ends of the earth,
Escape the place where love was blind,
An image of you would stay in my mind,
Regret would make war on mirth.

If I were to laugh until, on bended knee,
I cut my ears and let them bleed
Or throw to the winds all the things I need,
You'd still be around to haunt me.

If I, on request, were to slave for gold,
Recapture health in wine and bowl,
Then sell for a profit my body and soul,
Your face would stay young while mine grows old.