Just like the ocean needs the waves
Just like the stars that fall around me now

Ashley

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I'm too far, too far; For you to come and save me. Redemption comes knocking on my door, I begin to slowly disintegrate. Exanimate. My body, torn apart, separated. I shiver. My soul. My soul, it grasps for air in the outside world. Breathe, I need to breathe. Hesitation kicks in. My mind is filled with doubt. But it's too late. Don't try to save me now. I'm long gone.

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feels like tonight
August 16, 2008, 9:01 PM




Hell yea it's been a fun ride, luv bloggie!

I've moved to loveparaded@xanga(clickable!) just in case you haven't already found out (:
I'll be leaving this blog open cos I know someday...
I'll be back :)




that's sweet
12:30 AM


HAPPY BIRTHDAY HADRIAN RO KIAN WEE!
yeh I chose that picture mainly because I'm taller than you :)
Haha, no I'm just kidding. It's unfortunately...the only picture I have with you O:
Unless you'd like me to use the pic of you with Zanita *wiggles eyebrows*
So yes, you've been a great friend and it's been fun knowing you. We've had funfun in Macritchie, aye! Million dollar smile $$ :) and that crazy waving incident...I couldn't stop laughing!
So you're pretty much a sunshine spark even though you can be quite the /wrist emo kid sometimes. So take life easy and good luck for your O's!
HOPE YOU GET INTO ACS IB ;D
then you can still be
adrian(h+1) with your partner!
GOGOGOGO




Where's my own piece of blue green sky?
August 14, 2008, 6:43 PM

Find Me Here
Speak To Me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me
To the place
where I find peace, again.

This is my 99th post. So once I hit 101, I will be moving to xanga.
Will post the url soon :)


zann♥

BUDDY!♥

Jolene♥

Gina♥

Yunhui♥

Wenqi♥

K doesn't mean your pics aren't here means I don't luv you. More like I'm just too lazy to edit pics :) Hehe.
So....pic of the day:

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HAH, CAUGHT YOU THERE DIDN'T I :)




What is love?
August 13, 2008, 9:50 PM

There's a place that I go
Where nobody knows
Where the rivers flow
And I call it home
And there's no more lies
And darkness is light
And nobody cries
There's only butterflies

I have no idea what to type in this box even though I've got a million feelings I'd really like to express right now and a gabillion thoughts racing through my mind but I have absolutely no idea how to pen these thoughts down and transform them into words.

So I'll just write down stuff as it comes along and pops itself into my mind. We'll see at the end if they all fit together, just like a puzzle.

I miss SG. Is that surprising?

I really really really really really ^ the infinite power of sunshines and daisies strung together on a vine want to talk to you. Now now now. Go figure

I need to lose fucking 5 kg. And I am going to make it even if I have to starve myself to get there. MUST GET TO 48KG. (Yea, I changed my previous target of 50 cos I decided..I'd still be a tad too fat)

I want/need to runaway to a place where only I know to just lie down and gaze at the sky and breathe. Talk lavender fields, somewhere in Venice where I can float down the river and maybe sink along with the already sinking country. Woohoo. Then again, Macritchie would totally cut it as the perfect place.

I'm sick and tired of being the nice person everyone has expectations for. Everyone comes running to me when they have problems and all that shit but now that I look back, I wonder when's the last time I actually told someone everything I was feeling. Hmm.... yea. That never happened.

I am going to get killed by my PP supervisor on the first day of school when he checks my PP process journal.

My health check up is this Friday...Or hopefully it is since I didn't book an appointment last time and I'm hoping it can be this friday since Raycho li is going down at that same time as well.

I want flowers.

I cannot stand how people don't get the freakin message that some things are just not meant to be. And I'm starting to get very annoyed. So prior to this, I was kind of on the verge of poofing into little magnolias but if you continue to annoy me some more, I will just punch you in your darn balls and you'll get so crushed, you'd just fall down on your knees.

I am going to suffocate when school starts in 12 days because that means I'm going to see the homework pile up in front of my face, literally since I can't use my tablet there and everything's on freakin paper. Why can't the world be more environmentally friendly?! Yadda yadda, says the person who leaves her tablet on standby almost every night. Well scratch that since I was told not to do that anymore. Like that mattered to you.

BAZOOKA, k I think I'm really going insane.

I have a sudden urge to jump into icy cold water and hold my breath for as long as I can and then come up to shore to gasp for breath.

I wonder what happened to the good old days when I'd fold one straw heart everyday.

That seems to be the cheese doesn't it. What happened?
What happened to this
What happened to that
Whatever happened to, Mary Jane ASHLEY LEE

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There you go, just a teeny fraction of the thoughts bouncing around in my head at the moment. Did that make any sense to you?
Nope. Guess why?
IT'S MY LIFE. hahahaha
*inserts Bon Jovi song playing on in the background*
That was just totally corny and weird and stupid and oh so totally, Ashley :)
So that's me for you.
Do we have a mutual understanding?




too many broken hearts in the world
August 12, 2008, 9:20 PM

Take me back, but take it easy
Make me think but don’t deceive me
Talk to me by taking your time

Saturday:
Woke up at like 6.45 and left the house at around 7.30. Was supposed to meet Jolene at Vivo at 8 but I kinda reached at 8.30 because I didn't realise that the damn bus ride would take like 1 hour?! Yea, met her. Walked to Seah Im Food centre and we had breakfast there :)
Gina texted and we decided to wait for her cos she didn't know how to get to Sentosa. So we went to the roof of Vivo and took pictures at the pool area :)
Then walked around Vivo, got eyeliner and some presents for people...
Went to sentosa :D
Well we had to walk to the bus interchange first. The queue was insanely long but we..lived through it :D Hahah. When we were waiting for the bus, there was this weird guy staring at all of us. Then...we all burst out laughing. Miak miak. :D I think he realised that we found out he was staring at us cos then...he stopped looking xD
Reached Sentosa, went to Palawan and sat down at one of the cafes seat thingys. But we had to buy something so yea....We got 2 smoothies :) It was quite yummy.
So we tanned.
and tanned
and tanned
and tanned
and got burnt :)
We played in the sea too!!! Miak
Talk stuffing seaweed in each other's shorts and what nots. Woohoo, aren't you jealous?
Jolene had to leave at 3 ):
Then we tanned for a bit more and Yunhui and Wenqi came! :)
Wenqi lost her wallet though ):
Played more, and Yunhui couldn't play in the water cos she didn't bring extra change! How smart..
So we played, then we went to shower. I swear Sentosa should totally invest in mirrors in the toilets because it's annoying how there are such selfish people who hog the whole mirror and stuff their fat faces in front of it to apply eyeliner and all that jazz. Seriously, make up in a beach?! Get a life. It's gonna get washed off man. Rawr.
Walked across the bridge, took pictures. Then byebye time. :(
Took the tram to Siloso to meet family. Had dinner at Trapizza and the food was awesome. Go check it out hahaa. So that was Saturday.

K Pictures from Sentosa :)


Leaving the house.

Bad hair day..

Kisses~~

Jolene so sess

Punch you

We're too cool for you

:)

I have no idea what she's doing

hearts

face is screwed but I like the blue sky :D

Pink toes are rachel lee's
Light blue toes are Jolene's
Dark blue toes are....go figure

Piggyback

Wah so sess <>

I like these shots, don't ask

Muahs~

See jo's boobs sticking out

Hug



Hahaha

Emo

Luv Gina(:



on the bridge

Wenqi is so cute!
Yunhui looks so happy
Gina has a qiao ass
and Raycho li...i dunno O:

Nice face eh?



I LIKE THESE SHOTS!!!



last one :D

Yay :)

Emo

Stuff i picked up at the beach..





Red sun :)

Airport



K YAY I'M DONE AGAIN. WOOHOOO~~~~~




maybe redemption has stories to tell
5:23 PM

Sick of playing all of these games;


I'm sick again. Is that news?

I've been sleeping so much cos of my damn headache. It's burning so bad and I feel like just punching my head and getting rid of it.

On a lighter note, being sick makes you eat less. Lose weight :D

Yea I'm weird I know..

So anyway, I have pictures. Not because I found my phone cable and neither did my brother but I used the infrared thingy. No I couldn't use bluetooth because my tablet isn't bluetooth enabled! ):
So here you go:
Lunch with Peter, Jolene, Yunhui


on the way home

Poking at the remains of all our food which includes:
Grass Jelly
Chilli
Lime
Chicken skin (._.)

Mixing..

Mixing...

Still mixing..

JOLENE: "OMG THIS IS SO FUN!!!"

Decorating

Done! or at least for now

O:

Nearly there!

Hehe, why does Yunhui look so happy? *wiggles eyebrows* Who's she texting? :)

Why so shy? (;

I'm taller

Prior to taking this picture, Yunhui was talking about how she'd be taller than me. After taking the picture, she saw the height difference and was so shocked! O: Hawhaw Yunhui, don't try to be taller than me :)

I like this pic.

I like this picture!



HAHAHHAHA, LOOK AT THE WOMAN IN THE BACKGROUND! She's like WTF?!

Pokes

My legs are longer than Jolene's :D





Go figure :)

Macritchie bus stop

Yunhui's hand! Hahah, I think it's cool

Okay, sentosa pictures another day :)
I can't be bothered to post all of them today, woohoo.